Completely Naked

Happy New Year

As I party it up this weekend, I am celebrating my new found sexual freedom and look forward to expanding it this coming year.  I've made a list of the things that I want to accomplish, not only sexually but in all of my life.  As the year progresses, I'll share them with you.

I wish you all this best this year.  Make a commitment to yourself to go out an explore your desires and don't hold back.  If you've been wanting to do it for a long time or even think you want to do it, just get out there and have fun.

It's going to be a fucking good year all around!

Anal Massage

It's been a long week.  I needed a massage bad and called my regular favorite amateur masseur. 

Lee, the masseur, put this ad in craigslist a year ago offering a free massage to anyone with a 'gym-toned' bod.  I needed a massage bad then, as I do now. All my regular 'friends' were way to busy to accommodate me then and I wasn't going to pay for it, but now I'm a regular.  Lee has magic, intuitive hands and knows how to respond to your needs.  He should be charging me as he has started to charge other people.  I guess a little flirting goes a long way.  I've been back several times and each time he clears a slot for me even with short notice.

Knowing the drill, I took off my shoes at the door when I arrived and he led me into his back room.  I stripped naked, already hard as I usually am, and sat on the table to talk with him about the massage and where I ached.  Lee approached me, put one hand on my naked shoulder while he focused and touched the spots where I said I needed work.  His eyes kept wandering back to my hard-on to which he eventually moved his full attention, touching the tip of my penis, "You are always hard when you come here."  "Yea, I know," I responded.  "It's my curse.  Anytime I take off my clothes I get an instant erection."  "We'll have to take care of that for you," he said as he guided me face down on the table, draped my body and completed his final preparations.

I felt his warm hands at my neck, massaging the muscles.  At first I was tense, but soon drifted into relaxation as he moved up my neck to my temples in round circles to my jaw. Round and round, he massaged me.  He moved to the base of my neck and with long strokes moved up and then down.  I was really getting into it and felt all the tensions of a tough workweek drifting off.

I felt the drape being pulled back to the small of my back and Lee's hands caressing my shoulders and then sweeping down my spine to the crack of my ass and then back again.  He worked each shoulder, arm and hand separately.  I love that he spends so much time on my hands.  It's so fucking erotic to have him massage the muscle between my thumb and index finger. 

Much of his effort was then focused on loosening up my back; kneading deeply into the tense areas followed by long sweeping motions up and down my spine, then deep kneading again.  With each sweep, he went further and further over my ass until it was no longer covered by the drape.  I was rock hard and leaking pre-cum at the anticipation of what I knew was to follow.

He moved to my feet and then to my legs making his way up to my ass again.  With long sweeping motions he moved from my ankles to my ass and then removed the drape completely leaving me naked.  I felt his strong hands push my legs apart and then focus on my inner thighs.  Up and down his hands moved, grazing my balls each time.  With each motion, he spread my legs wider and wider until I felt cold air rush to my freshly exposed anus.  He had readied me, through his relaxation technique, for what was next.

I heard the snap of latex gloves and then felt cold, wet lube being dripped on my hole.  He apologized and quickly moved in caressing my exposed anus with his warm hand.  He massaged in circular motions, round and round and then followed by slow penetration with his finger.  I gasped in ecstasy and became short of breath as I felt his finger gracefully enter me.  My cock was so hard it began to throb between by abs and the table.  He continued massaging in circular motions, further and further into my hole, with one finger and then two, until he found the holy gland.  I knew the moment he hit it because the erotic sensations exploded in my ass.  He encircled it with his fingers massaging and pulling.  I moaned passionately and squirmed on the table in delight.  He continued vigorously massaging the gland and then round and round inside me.  I couldn't take anymore and motioned for him to stop but it was futile; he was going to finish what he started.  In and out of my hole his fingers began to fuck my ass. 

As he fucked my ass, he grabbed my balls and pulled back.  I had no choice but push my ass high in the air exposing my hole further and allowing him room to grab my cock.  With rapid strokes he brought me the threshold of ecstasy, then slowed his pace to a stop and pulled out.

"Jared, please turn over."  I looked down at my cock as I turned.  A flood of pre-cum was all over my cock, the table and my abs.  He looked down at it as well, almost proudly, but did nothing to remove it.  I laid back.

He moved to the head of the table and began the second half, working my shoulders and arms.  He then moved to my chest and abs kneading deeply and forcefully and then finally made his way to my crotch.

He shoved his hand under my ass, asked me to lift up and then placed a thick pillow under it.  My cock was now high in the air for maximum access.  He grabbed my balls, separated them in between his fingers and began massaging them slowly at first, but soon picking up speed and pulling down on them and making my cock rise into the air.  He then took hold of my cock and stroked the shaft stopping intermittently to swirl his finger around my piss hole.  Up and down he stroked my cock.

As he stroked, he bent both my legs up for better access to my anus.  Then, without hesitation he shoved several fingers in and began fucking my ass.  I couldn't take it and squirmed all over the table again not sure whether I was in pain or pleasure.  Stroke after stroke brought me closer to my threshold until, with only a slight gasp, my cock exploded as cum flew high into the air like a rocket and landed all over my chest and face.

"That should take care of your stress for a while.  I'll leave you for a few minutes to rest and then you can shower."

I don't always get into massages like this but Lee has rather good hands and knows how to get the job done.  I've sent both Nate and Paul over there and they came back in full agreement.

I'm heading out to LA now for New Years.   I'll have my laptop and hopefully access to a connection.

One Last Effort to Get Your Vote

I just realized the link I posted on the 25th to vote for me at Best Gay Blogs is dead.  So if you tried it to vote and got a big, blank WTF screen I'm sorry about that.

For those of you that have no idea what I'm talking about, Best Gay Blogs is looking for votes to name the Best Gay Blog of 2005 in several categories.  I'm in the category "Best Reviewed Blog of 2005.  I would be stoked if you vote for me here.  Look for Completely Naked - ADULT in the scroll-down box under number 1-Best Reviewed Blog.

I think the polls are closing real soon because the announcements will come on Jan 1.

Thanks dudes!

Blogroll Update

Man Brazilian guys are hot!  This pic is from The Boy collection over at Terra.  I have no affiliation with this site nor do I read spanish portuguese (I stand corrected), but hot shirtless guys transcend the boundaries of language, no?

I was going through my blog-roll to do some 'end of year' updating and noticed that I hadn't listed some hot sexy blogs.  E-mail me at jaredinsf@gmail.com if you have a recommendation or want me to include you on the roll.

Brad Gets Whipped

I debated with myself about posting this one for different reasons than the 'Doctor' experience.  I've made a friend in Brad now and we've gone through an experience together that I am sure he wouldn't want publicized all over the internet.  Because I haven't used his real name; because none of you really know me beyond this blog; because we both agreed it was still a hot experience for both of us; and most importantly, because Nathan said I should but with some parts edited out, I've posted it.

Only Three More Months to Spring

Fuck, It's been raining here for a week almost non-stop!  The forecast for the rest of the week:  RAIN!  I am longing for the days of summer when I can romp naked on the beach again.

I'm still working on the Brad story.  I just haven't been able to get away from everyone for the hour it will take me to write it.  Ok, not totally true, I sat down just now and got so worked up over the memory that I jacked off and then lost the mood.

Is anyone going to the Underworld party next weekend here in San Francisco?  I'm bummed that I just found out about it today.  It's usually a great underwear party.  Unfortunately I already made plans to spend New Year's weekend in LA. 

Merry Christmas

Hey dudes.  I hope your having a great day.  It's a rainy one for us and you know how much I don't like rain.  Some time late tonight I'm going to sneak away and write up what happened between me and 'Brad'.  I had to improvise a little and tie him up to some workout equipment because Dave couldn't get access to a dungeon.  It was hot!  I've never done anything like that before.

I have two things on my Christmas wish list you can help me with.  First, some of you may not yet know that Best Gay Blogs is looking for votes to name the Best Gay Blog of 2005 in several categories.  I'm in the category "Best Reviewed Blog of 2005.  I would be stoked if you vote for me here.  Look for Completely Naked - ADULT in the scroll-down box under number 1-Best Reviewed Blog.

Also, I would like to give my bro, Alex, a Christmas present but I can't do it without your help.  He is up for Worlds Best Urban Sex Blog for his blog, The Great Cock Hunt.  It's a tight race between him and another blog and the polls end Monday.  She is up by like 100 votes, so he needs all the help he can get.  Go here and scroll down by six categories until you get to the sex one.

Thanks

Christmas Eve in San Francisco

Nathan, Jeff and I opted out of spending time traveling to our families so that we could spend time with each other.

We are hitting the town tonight, all dressed up in our best Christmas dress to see the decorations and lights.

We made candy and cookies earlier today.  I know it's cheesy but I get this way this time of year.  Jeff refused to eat it as he lifts his shirt to show us his 'amazing' abs.  "I don't want to risk messing up these," he says.  Nate and I are gourging ourselves and will have to pay for it later.

We went to Delancy Street to get a Christmas tree and will be decorating it after our city tour.

Tomorrow we will wake up and open presents.  The rule was:  you can't purchase it, you have to make it.  Nathan already gave me his but he locked himself up in our room earlier.  Could he be making me another?  I made mine for the boys four weeks ago.   I was also a little devil and bought them some stuff.  I can't help myself.  I'll wait till the end of the day to do it so technically, it doesn't count.

We are having lunch with some of our other friends tomorrow.  We all bought matching santa hats, with our names on them, and these sexy white sheer shirts.  Nathan bought Christmas tree tattoos and plans to wear them all over his body.

I went to Union Square, our shopping district, this morning to run some errands.  The crowds were in a maddened rush to do last minute shopping.  I'm glad I didn't get too caught up in it this year.

I am sure we will end the night in a little three-way action.  Not that this hasn't happened time and again this month.  But I'll make it special for them somehow.

Merry Christmas to you all.

jared christopher

Nathan Does Christmas Early

I'm so high on Nathan right now.  This is the second time he has done something so fucking romantic for me.  He made a Christmas present out of art supplies and things he has found at the beach this year.  He was so excited about it that he couldn't wait until Sunday, so he gave it to me tonight.  We made out and kissed for hours next to the warmth of the fireplace, flannel sheets, and pillows he meticulously arranged.

Fuck man, he's making me fall in love with him.

Another Hot Buckeye Surfer

Another hottie from my now favorite photographer.

No hot sex for me this week.  Both Jeff and Nate have been dragging my ass to the gym every night after an already long workday.  I barely have the energy to read e-mails and post something before I crash hard.

I've been talking with 'Brad' since our last encounter.  He told me about something else he wants to try, so I made a phone call to Dave to help me set something up for later this week.  This will be different than anything I've done before.  Let's just say the slave will become the master if this goes as expected.

I also wanted to refer you to a hottie I met earlier.  His blog has been authored in French up until today.  He has decided to convert it to English so more readers can enjoy it.  Go check him out at My French Boyfriend if you haven't already.

later

Reflection on Erotic Doc

Man, dudes I didn't realize just how many of you had the same fetish as me.  I've never received such a huge response to a post.  I wasn't able to write anything last night because I took the time to read every comment and every e-mail.

This is a fetish that was really deep down inside me.  It took a lot for me admit to myself that I have it, even more for me to act on and almost impossible to hit that 'publish it' button once I wrote it.  I don't know why I felt so vulnerable posting it.  I usually don't care what people think but this one I cared about.  Writing about my deepest darkest sexual acts and then having you read about it is just like being naked in front of you, except not physically naked but mentally naked.  Its frightening but also a big turn on.

I'm not going to stop.  In fact, I'm plan to push myself through more exploration because I have never felt more alive:  my heart racing, the adrenaline pumping, being scared, hard and naked.  It's so fucking liberating.

A lot of you asked what I liked about it in retrospect.  First, being forced to strip naked in front of Brad and the Doc when they remained dressed made me feel extremely vulnerable.  They would see every flaw in my body.  If I got hard (or soft) because of something they did I wouldn't be able to hide it.  Why this is so intensely erotic to me I can't explain.  It's just there and I go with it.  I hang around my flat with the boys or other friends naked all the time and its not that intense.

Having the thermometer shoved inside my cock was something I didn't think I would like, but once I got over the initial shock, I found it erotic, although this wasn't actually the first time this happened to me.  I had a surprise physical when I went for an erotic massage earlier this year and this guy stuck a much smaller instrument in me.  I think I wrote about it somewhere on here.  The thermometer, though, was much bigger and I didn't know just how it was going to fit.  I've done a little research and found a whole fetish community around this.  You can go here and here to start reading about it.  I had no idea this even existed.

Also having to expose my anus to them while they played with it and stuck things in it was highly erotic.  I guess both of these fall into the category of someone taking control of my most private anatomy.

I didn't like having to piss in front of Brad.  It wasn't a turn on at all.  But jacking off in front of him, that was really erotic, especially when he started getting into it.  I mean this guy was fucking hot and he was getting into me being naked and jacking off.

So there it is.  Thanks for your feedback and sharing your own stories and fetishes.  I got hard about 50 times during the day reading your e-mails and comments.  I had to jack off to some of them.  Many of you are just as horny and experimental as I am.

On a completely different subject, Best Gay Blogs is looking for votes to name the Best Gay Blog of 2005 in several categories.  I'm in the category "Best Reviewed Blog of 2005.  If you haven't already, you can vote for me here and encourage me to keep posting.  Look for Completely Naked - ADULT in the scroll-down box under number 1-Best Reviewed Blog.

Erotic Doc and His Helper

This entry isn't for everyone.  It's about exploration of a possible medical fetish I may have, and an experiment I set up with a real life retired Doc.

I told this story to Nathan and Jeff at the breakfast table this morning.  Cereal was the meal.  Nathan hadn't put any clothes on all morning and Jeff was in a pair of thermal underpants and nothing else. During the parts I thought were intensely erotic, I made them stand up just so that I could see if they had boners hiding under the table confirming they were really turned on.  Nathan was hard to the point of having pre-cum dripping from the head of his cock.  He got up from the table to go jack-off after the story but we peer-pressured him into standing there in front of us to stroke it out.  Jeff thought it mildly erotic and was poking through his underwear part of the time until, of course, he saw Nate abusing himself.

Don't say I didn't warn you about turning back now.  If you like it, please leave me a message saying so, cause I'm really feeling embarrassed and alone now that I have exposed myself.  If you don't like it, it's ok to tell me, but just don't leave a mean message or anything cause you'll wind up causing me to need therapy and then Tom Cruise will be mad at all of us.

Anyway.  Here it is.  Another fucked up fetish.

When the door opened my heart stopped.  Standing in front of me was two men.  One, a graying older guy, the Doctor, I'm guessing in his sixties, in a white physician's coat.  Standing next to him another much younger and definitely hotter guy in scrubs.  The younger guy was fucking hot.  I had seen him out at the clubs several times, never approaching him because he was way out of my league.

His muscles were bulging out of his shirt, not body builder bulging, but tall and lean muscle bulging.  I knew this was supposed to be an embarrassing, get naked in front of some strange man physical, but I couldn't be naked in front of someone I would see again in a club, someone I may want to stalk talk to, someone I thought was so hot.

The older doctor asked me to come in.  I had met him through a friend. He was a retired physician who, after talking with him at length about my desire to explore this fetish, agreed to help me through this experience as he has done for others having the same fixation.

He led me though his home to the kitchen where he had set up a makeshift exam room, complete with a table covered in paper.

"Jared, I'm Dr. Williams and this is Brad (not his real name).  Brad is going to get you started and then we can begin the exam."  "Um, ok."  I was nervous now.  I hadn't expected this.  Fuck man I've seen this guy out!

"Hi Jared, I need to ask you some questions."  He had a chart and began rattling off a bunch of questions.  I answered the first few truthfully, but as we progressed, the questions got much more intimate than I was comfortable and I answered them with lies.  We spent a lot of time talking about my cock and erections, about which I spoke truthfully.  He seemed a little surprised that a guy, now in his thirties as I am, still stays as hard as long as I do in many situations.

"Let's get you weighed and take your blood pressure." 

After all this was done, Brad sat me back on the table and asked me to wait until the Doc came back in.

"Ok, let's get started," the Doc said almost joyfully, as he entered the room.  "Jared why don't you stand up and take off your shirt."  I did as I was told.  He began at my neck, his hands rubbing both sides.  Brad was next to him watching intently.  He moved down my shoulders and then asked me to raise my arms high in the air.  Brad came around me, grabbed hold of them.  The doctor probed my armpits, chest and abdomen then turned me around and probed my back paying close attention to my muscles.  Brad continued to hold on as I turned.  I was now face to face with him.  There was like two inches between his lips and mine.  He smiled.  I stared back into his eyes, still intimidated by his good looks.

I felt the doctor shove his fingers in the waistband of my sweats and pull them off.  Brad let go of my arms and took my pants from the doc as he asked me to turn around.  I had tucked my penis down in my underwear earlier to prevent me from getting an erection.  It was working nicely.  He asked me to spread my legs and stand wide as his hands moved down and in between my thighs.  Brad cupped my butt through my underwear while looking over my shoulder at what the Doc was doing.  I felt his breath on my neck.  He smelled freshly showered.

Without warning my underwear was yanked down.  The Doc asked me to step out of them and went right to work, holding my balls in his hands while inspecting my penis.  As he pushed my balls from side to side, he asked me questions that weren't even related to what we were doing.  He also asked me to cough several times.  I was totally distracted from the penis probing, wondering why I was being asked these silly questions.  It wasn't until I was telling Nate and Jeff about it this morning that I discovered all real Docs do this to focus you away from what they are doing.  I'm guessing now this was just a habit the Doc had developed and not intentional to take me away from the experience.  For whatever reason, I wasn't hard yet and that's unusual for me.  I'm still blaming it on being blindsided with this uber-hot guys presence.

"Brad will take a urine sample from you and then I'll be back."  The Doc exited and Brad was standing in front of me with a glass beaker.  "I need you to pee in this."  "Ok.  Where is the bathroom?"  "No, you have to do it here in front of me."  He held it out and I stepped up.  "Here let me."  His hand reached out and grabbed my penis holding it front of the beaker.  I had to concentrate really hard not to get an erection and at the same time, get over being pee shy.  We stood there for a while.  He just kept looking down, waiting.  I started thinking about waterfalls and such.  Finally, success.  He shook it off and left the room with the sample.  By this time I'm getting a real good sense of what I like about this as a fetish and what I don't like.  This, I didn't like.

Both the Doc and Brad came back in.  "Jared, now we will take your temperature in and around parts of your body."  He followed by sticking a disposable thermometer in my mouth.    "Please also lean against the table."  I followed his lead and noticed another small thermometer in his hand.  He grabbed my penis.  "Oh," I panicked and took the other one out of my mouth.  "What are you doing?"  "Just hold still and put that back in your mouth immediately."  He opened my pee slit with his thumb and index finger, then slid the thermometer into me a good two inches.  It was uncomfortable at first but then I found it erotic.  My penis started to grow as he moved it up and down like he was fucking my hole with it.  I looked over at Brad who shifted his focus from my crotch to my face.  The Doc massaged my growing cock for several minutes until he felt an accurate reading was there.

"Ok," he pulled it out and then the one from my mouth as well.  "Turn around, lay face down and spread your ass.  I did as I was told and felt the thermometer enter my anus.  This one must have been a different one because it felt larger.  The Doctor massaged my ass and spread my cheeks wider as he waited.  My cock had grown stone hard and I knew I was leaving pre-cum all over the paper.  "Alright Jared, I think we are done with this part, you can sit up."  I sat up with a full-blown erection.  I looked over at Brad again and caught him gazing at me from head to crotch.

The Doc retrieved a stethoscope and listened to my chest.  "Breath in and then out slowly."  He did this a number of times on both my chest and back.  I noticed that he looked at my hard-on several times. 

"So far you're turning out to be a healthy, strapping young man.  By the looks of that cock you seem quite virile.  How long has it been since you ejaculated?"  "I think about, um, less than twelve hours."

"Stand up and turn around."  They both put on rubber gloves.  "Lean over."    I felt a hand push by on my back toward the table, then cold wet lube being spread on my ass and then a finger inserted inside me. The Doc probed around inside my hole massaging my prostate over and over again, sometimes sliding his finger in and out of my hole.  He pulled out after some time and then stuck something; I thought to be metal, in me.

"This is going to be a little uncomfortable," he said as I felt the pressure of the device prying my hole open.  He kept moving it around then reached between my legs, grabbed hold of my balls and pulled back.  I arched back more and stuck out my ass.  "Ah. That's better," he said.  I can get a look at you now.  He let go of my balls while continuing to probe around in my ass.

"I need to get a better look.  Please get up on the table and lay back."  They each took a leg and lifted them high into the air over my head. As each pushed my legs the Doc stuck his fingers back in and massaged inside me.  I felt wet pre-cum rubbing all over my abs as my cock was pressed against them.  Brad noticed as well and used his gloved hand to wipe it off grazing my cock several times.

"Ok, you look great inside."  They let my legs down.  "We have one more extraction we need to make.  I'm going to leave you with Brad and when I come back I need to see your sperm in this dish."  He handed over a shallow lab dish to Brad.

"Alright Jared.  I think you know the drill.  I want you to stand up and masturbate into this dish."  I stood up, still erect from the anal probing and grabbed my cock.  "Make sure you get it all in here."  So there I was standing naked and hard in front of this hot guy I've seen before, stroking my cock.  I looked down at his crotch and noticed, for the first time, a small tent in his scrubs.  He wasn't wearing any underwear.  "Could I ask you to take off your shirt Brad?"  "Doc doesn't want me to do that.  Masturbate please." 

I started stroking my cock as he held the dish in front of me.  I pulled on my balls with my other hand and stared at his clothed body. He began lifting his shirt to reveal the most beautiful abs I've seen since the last time I saw him dancing shirtless. He lifted high over his nipples and just smiled, as I looked him up and down.  While holding his shirt up over his torso, he reached down and pushed his pants down to just above his crotch.  His cock was now fully erect forcing his scrubs to tent out.  Pre-cum began forming in the fabric near the head of his cock.  I continued to stroke getting closer to ejaculation and looked into his eyes.  I saw that thing you see in someone's eyes when they are about to kiss you and moved toward him. We locked lips and he stuck his tongue in my mouth probing around and wrestling with my tongue. "Oh fuck," I backed away.  "Oh fuck."  He watched my face grimace with pleasure as I released my load, missing the dish partially and hitting his naked abs.

We cleaned up a bit as the Doc came in.  "Nice work boys.  Jared, you can get dressed now."  I dressed as Brad undressed and changed back into his real clothes.  I got to see him strip down to his underwear and confirmed the hotness of his naked body. 

We left together, which was a surprise to me because I thought they were partners, not in a sexual way, but something else.  I had to know what his deal was, so as we were walking together to the parking lot across the street, I asked him.  He responded back to me, "I have this thing where I like to watch guys be forced naked and examined.  You didn't know?"  "No, I didn't know who you were.  And for that matter, you didn't get off."  "Fuck man, I'm sorry you didn't know.  I don't need to get off.  I'll do that later.  But that was hot back there.  We should do it again."

Making Satan Blush

I know I owe you guys a post about the hot naked erotic physical I had on Thursday.  I'm writing it tomorrow.  I just had to let you know about this totally brand new steamy blog, Making Satan Blush.  Robbie is his name and he lives in my original home state of Florida.  He's fucking hot and has started nicely with a few hot posts.  Go over and give him some love.  You won't be sorry!

Hot Bod, Bad Style

Do we have to teach every straight boy how to dress?

Typepad Issues

If you haven't noticed, all the Typepad blogs are fucked up this weekend.  We all got pushed back to a December 9th backup.  They say everything will be fine after the weekend so bare with me.

Dude this is so fucked up and I'm fucking paying for this shit!  I can say 'fuck', right?!?

Need Your Votes for Best Gay Blog 2005

Best Gay Blogs is looking for votes to name the Best Gay Blog of 2005 in several categories.  I'm in the category "Best Reviewed Blog of 2005.  You can vote for me here if you like my blog.  Look for Completely Naked - ADULT in the scroll-down box under number 1-Best Reviewed Blog. 

While your there please vote for my favorite blogger Bill's Tottyland under number 3-Best Gay Blog,  my buddy Alex's The Great Cock Hunt under number 4-Best Adult Content and my favorite Brazilian blog Made in Brazil under number 5-Best International Blog.

Thanks guys for sticking with me and reading about my crazy sex life.

Horny

Man I'm horny.  No matter how much I've jacked off today I can't shake needing more.  My cock is getting sore.  I would love to work this guy over.  Look at that ass and the muscles in his legs.  Fuck!

I'm was reading through my backlog of e-mails and I came across this and this recommended to me by Robert.  Fucking hot that Tom and Adam are doing those videos.

I went over to Alex's blog to catch up on his last few entries.  He talks about spanking and massage; two of my favorite subjects.  I totally blew my load jacking off to the massage scene.  Then Jeff comes home and we go over to Roids and Rants and blow our loads jacking off together while we look at pictures of a guys cock and balls in bondage, another guys cock enduring electric shocks and yet another blond guy in a drawing dripping fluid from his cock as he sleeps.  Fuck that blog is hot.

Nate in the Shower

I don't know who the fuck OBX Buckeye is, but I found a shitload of hot photos that he has taken.  He must spend all his free time at the beaches.  A great eye he has!  I hope he doesn't mind that I used his work. 

I love surfing in SoCal.  You don't have to wear a full body wetsuit down there. 

So gettin back to last night . . .

I found Nathan in the shower singing that Lifehouse song, forgettin the name right now, to the top of his lungs and way out of tune.  I watched him shower for a few minutes scrubbing his naked body all over.  He had just a little farmer's tan on his neck and arms from being out in the sun.  I chuckled, knowing that he hates not having an even all over tan, and that if he didn't know about it already he would soon be miserable until he got to a tanning booth to even it out.  He heard me laugh, stopped singing and turned around.  "Oh, hey dude," he said just a little embarrassed that I caught him.  "Nate man.  Your looking kind of sexy all soaped up there.  I think I need a shower too."  I stripped off what little I was wearing and climbed into the tub. 

He stuck his chest under the shower to wash off the soap as I moved behind him to help.  His abs were so tight.  I rubbed my hands up and down them.  My hard-on fit right into the crack of his ass.  "Jared, my hole needs some real attention."  Nate was feeling the effects of not having any sex just as I was.  I moved my hand back underneath him and fingered his hole.  He moaned with pleasure as he pushed his ass down.  I continued to rub his abs with my other hand, bumping into his stiff cock several times. 

Nate almost never lets me fuck him, but tonight he was feeling totally horny and I was ready to please given all the sexual tension going on this past week.  I kissed his neck as I fucked his ass with my finger.  The muscles in his anus flexed and he continued to moan and move up and down to the rhythm of my finger fuck.

"Nathan," I whispered in his ear.  "I need to fuck you dude."  He didn't protest and with his permission, I pulled my finger out of his ass and replaced it with my cock, sliding it in slowly.  "Ohhh, fuck, Jared, that feels so hot."  I moved in and out of him and kissed the back of his neck.  He was getting so into it.  I was so shocked he was letting me do this.  I rubbed my hands all over his torso and down to his cock, which was sticking straight up and stone hard.

He bent down and pushed his ass toward me.  I picked up the rhythm, my balls slapping the back of his ass.  He pushed my hands away and grabbed his own cock with his soaped up hands.  As I pumped his ass, he stroked his cock fast.  I heard Jeff coming down the hall toward the bath, but it was to late to stop. "Oh fuck, oh fuck," we both began to shout.  I started to cum and pulled out of Nate shooting all over his back.  He stood up and arched back, cumming all over the wall.  Jeff caught the end of it.  I looked over toward him.  He had this big grin on this face and shook his head in a cool sort of way.  "Hot man, hot.  You guys mind if I take a leak?" 

We finished up our shower and then Jeff followed.  I think he took care of himself because he looked real satisfied when he was done. 

The three of us finished unpacking, prepared for the week and headed to my bed to catch up on a little television and sleep.

Surfing Does Not Equal Snowboarding

No.  The pic above isn't me.  I stole it off the net like all the rest.

It's pretty late on Sunday and I'm back in San Francisco.  Let me start off this brief entry by saying:  Just because you can hold your own on a surfboard does not mean you can snowboard! 

I think I said before that I am originally from South Florida, lived for years in Southern California and then, for god knows why, parked my ass in San Francisco.  So this was my first time snowboarding.  My ass is totally sore and I didn't even get sexual pleasure for it.  Jeff's a pro, which is no surprise since he is good at everything sports related.  Nathan held his own but, like me, would rather be surfing.  The endorphin rush is so high though, we're talking about doing it again right after the holidays.  I'll be taking a few lessons and then kick some ass when we go back!

The three of us met up with two of Jeff's straight friends and we spent the weekend terrorizing the town we stayed in.  We wound up going to a straight nightclub both nights.  It's funny that I got way more attention from the girls than I usually do from guys here at home.  To bad I don't have a straight bone in my body!

We all slept in one suite so there wasn't any opportunity for sex given Jeff was so cautious of freaking those guys out.  After a little weed on Saturday night there was a lot of shirtless posing by all of us.  One of them looked like the guy in the pic above and the other I wouldn't touch if I were paid.  He was really proud of the hard work he put into his body and wasn't afraid to show it off to us.  I got to rub my hand over his abs.  It was fucking hot but I could tell he got nothing from it except an ego boost.

Nathan kept whipping out his dick trying to get the guys to whip theirs out to compare but they weren't buying it.

So now that I'm back with blueballs and a sore ass I'm going to find one of the boys and get a little something to take this edge off.  Nate's in the shower and Jeff's unloading the SUV so I think it might be time for a shower.  If it's blogworthy I'll post it.

I also have another something being lined up on Thursday . . .

Snowboarding this Weekend

By the time this entry publishes, Nathan, Jeff and I will have already made it to Tahoe to go snowboarding.  I haven't been this stoked for a weekend away in a while.  If I don't kill myself out there I'll see you Monday.

later dudes

Nathan, Jeff and Jared

I haven't slept alone in the past two weeks.  Jeff has been over here almost every night as he always has during this time of year.  I've known him for over a decade now and for that entire decade, including times I've had a boyfriend, Jeff has spent all of December sleeping in my bed.  He just can't do get through this month alone.  Something terrible happened to him when he was younger, which, out of respect for him, I won't go into.

I think Nathan might be getting a little jealous.  He has slept here the last two nights with Jeff and me and is over here again tonight.  He tried to start a fight with me earlier when Jeff was in the shower, but after a long debate realized how stupid he was being.  I told him Jeff needs us both right now, that it wasn't just about Jeff wanting to be with me.  Jeff won't talk about his needs or the real reason he is over, but I know he loves that Nate is here too.

I love sleeping with them:  the heat of their bodies, manly smells, muscles and nakedness.

It's an interesting dynamic we have going here.  I think on some level we are in love with each other.  I know that we are all hot for each other considering the boners that have been popping up.  If we all weren't so damn non-committal we would make an awesome threesome.  Someday maybe, but for now I am just enjoying life, my friends and these new discoveries.

We went out to dinner last night at this place on Market.  The three of us crammed in a booth together.  We were all exchanging kisses and fondling each other heavily and most definitely causing a scene. 

There hasn't been any sex yet but the sexual tension among us is at an all time high.  In fact, I'm sitting here in the living room surfing porn, writing this entry, almost totally naked and sportin wood through my calvins.  Nathan just walked in and saw me.  His cock instantly tented the silk boxers he was wearing.

I'm going to be awful lonely come January when they leave.

S&M Shopping

I went searching the net to learn about some of the equipment used on me a few nights ago.

This is similar to the that fucking thing that went up my ass.  I had to stand on the balls of my feet with this in my ass while my cock was being spanked!

I could not find the spanking furniture that he used except that it looked a little something like this.  The difference was that there was more leather padding on the front, an opening in the center and a cock restraining clamp that held me in place.

For making your cock the center of attention.

Yup.  I've felt a lot of these in the past few months.

Damn.  I wish this fucking sites weren't so expensive.

The pic above is from Tom Ropes website. I don't remember where I got the pic but now I'm out of high quality bondage pics to post on here.  His site is full of hot guys, but is not well done and is as expensive as fuck.  If you want to see the videos of hot guys in bondage and S&M your better off going to Nakedsword.  There is a link in the adspace over there somwhere.====>>>

Kutcher Stole My Haircut

and he's kinda looking a little hot with that surf board . . .

Your Pics and Stories Made Me Hard

Your e-mails and comments are forwarded to my cell during the day and I get them as soon as you send them.  Holy fuck, I've been gettin some really hot pics and stories.  Monday, one dude wrote about something he does at his job.  It got me so rock hard I tented my pants in a meeting.  Shit man, I gotta be careful now when I read your e-mails. 

Mmmm . . . Hot Boys

A More Intense Spanking Than I Was Ready For

Almost a year ago I admitted to myself that I had quite a dark side when it comes to sex.    Just like my coming out, it's taking me a while to get used to the idea.  I found myself wanting to write it all down.  Although I have the writing skill of a sixth-grader, I put pen to paper, so to speak.

This blog was the answer to my wants and was meant, at first, to be a therapeutic tool for recording my exploration so that I could go back and look at myself.  It wasn't going to be public.  I planned on and will continue to remain as anonymous as I can be.  At least as anonymous as one can be who has published his full name including the city in which he sleeps.  It was months before I realized that people were reading it.  I had no idea that so many would visit or that I would even keep it up.   

I have discovered that I like being spanked; I like bondage and some pain, nothing too severe; I like exhibitionism; I like someone else to take control, them clothed and me naked like in a doctor/patient situation.  I love hard cocks, even my own.  I've gotten a hard-on just writing this paragraph.  It feels so good to be naked and hard. 

There was this one time, I answered this ad where a guy just wanted someone to come over, get naked and have a conversation about his cock.  I was hard the whole time while he stared and looked at me.  We didn't have sex, although I jacked off a lot thinking about it later.

If you met me or saw me on the street you would have no idea.  I am a fairly clean-cut guy; tall, thin, big green eyes and dirty blond hair. I am a free spirit and will try anything at least once, which, most likely, led me down this path.

Last night was a session that continued my exploration.  It was about a combination of things including spanking of my ass and cock as well as exhibitionism.  Dave was there watching the whole experience.

Dave found this guy, James, who specializes in spanking.  He has a twist to his spankings:  he uses these devices to hold you in place.  If you try to move away from the spanking, you and you alone cause your own additional discomfort and pain.  I had a few conversations with him beforehand so that he could customize the session to things I like and to help me experience shit I haven't before.

So let's get on with it. 

Rainy Week and Longing for Summer

My new bro over at Made in Brazil just posted these hot pics (in the left column) of, who I believe to be, Daniel Erthal.  Go check out his blog if you haven't already. 

I'm wishing it were summer right now.  It's been a week of rain and cold weather here in San Francisco.  I hate weather like this.

I was born to be in the sun, near the water, and in the heat; the hotter, the better.  I go into a mild depression during the winter months.  My sex drive slows down.  I stop working out.  I slow down.  You may have noticed that I haven't posted about any sex because I just haven't had any.  These are the reasons why.  Winter has barely started and I already long for the summer months when I can get my tan back and hit the beaches.

The good news is that today it was more sunny and I'm feeling a little frisky.  I set up a little spanking session for tonight to continue exploration of my dark side.  That's what this blog is all about right? 

This guy has a specialty, I'm told.  Dave found him.  Dave's going as my chaperon.  You can't be to careful when you're all tied up.

I really appreciate all the e-mails and board messages from you all.

Later dudes.

Nude Swimming, News and Yoga

Man, I love swimming naked.  I've done it so much it's hard for me to get in a pool with a swimsuit now.  I stayed at a hot resort in Palm Springs this summer, naked the whole time, the sexual energy was incredible!  I never finished writing about the whole weekend but you can read about half the weekend here.

I found this site yesterday called Naked News Daily Male where these guys strip while they report news on GLBT issues, events etc.  It's kinda hot.  It's a little pricey but I'm going to join for a month to check it out.

I love nude Yoga.  I talked about it here a few months ago.  The place is in LA and they are ok with public erections during the sessions.  That's totally hot.  Here is a hot nude yoga blog I just discovered while watching the preview of the naked news site.

This could get interesting.

Gettin Completely Naked

Fuck man.  He's hot and he knows it.  That's sexy.  You think he's straight?

Being naked all the time is totally rad.  It's not a nudist thing for me though.  It's an exhibitionist thing.

Although I'm not sure I would want my nakedness being posted all over the internet.

All my bros like being naked too.  Almost everyone of them come to my flat and strip down to a least their underwear.  The new ones that haven't tried it always end up loving it.

You should try it with your bros.  It's liberating.  Don't worry about gettin a hard-on.  Celebrate your cock man.  It's hot.