Reflection on Erotic Doc

Man, dudes I didn't realize just how many of you had the same fetish as me.  I've never received such a huge response to a post.  I wasn't able to write anything last night because I took the time to read every comment and every e-mail.

This is a fetish that was really deep down inside me.  It took a lot for me admit to myself that I have it, even more for me to act on and almost impossible to hit that 'publish it' button once I wrote it.  I don't know why I felt so vulnerable posting it.  I usually don't care what people think but this one I cared about.  Writing about my deepest darkest sexual acts and then having you read about it is just like being naked in front of you, except not physically naked but mentally naked.  Its frightening but also a big turn on.

I'm not going to stop.  In fact, I'm plan to push myself through more exploration because I have never felt more alive:  my heart racing, the adrenaline pumping, being scared, hard and naked.  It's so fucking liberating.

A lot of you asked what I liked about it in retrospect.  First, being forced to strip naked in front of Brad and the Doc when they remained dressed made me feel extremely vulnerable.  They would see every flaw in my body.  If I got hard (or soft) because of something they did I wouldn't be able to hide it.  Why this is so intensely erotic to me I can't explain.  It's just there and I go with it.  I hang around my flat with the boys or other friends naked all the time and its not that intense.

Having the thermometer shoved inside my cock was something I didn't think I would like, but once I got over the initial shock, I found it erotic, although this wasn't actually the first time this happened to me.  I had a surprise physical when I went for an erotic massage earlier this year and this guy stuck a much smaller instrument in me.  I think I wrote about it somewhere on here.  The thermometer, though, was much bigger and I didn't know just how it was going to fit.  I've done a little research and found a whole fetish community around this.  You can go here and here to start reading about it.  I had no idea this even existed.

Also having to expose my anus to them while they played with it and stuck things in it was highly erotic.  I guess both of these fall into the category of someone taking control of my most private anatomy.

I didn't like having to piss in front of Brad.  It wasn't a turn on at all.  But jacking off in front of him, that was really erotic, especially when he started getting into it.  I mean this guy was fucking hot and he was getting into me being naked and jacking off.

So there it is.  Thanks for your feedback and sharing your own stories and fetishes.  I got hard about 50 times during the day reading your e-mails and comments.  I had to jack off to some of them.  Many of you are just as horny and experimental as I am.

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Comments

[dolly]

Good for you (and Us) that you came ot about this particularly hot fantasy, one that I also enjoy. I'd love to find a professional-mannered doc to examine me in and out.

[doninToronto]

me too.. i have always had a wish some doc would suck me off while i am naked in front of him...but i have a female doctor.....

lol

[Scott Redleter]

Hey man, I love the honesty you have when talking about your fantasies/fetishes/experiences. I think it'svery healthy. Take a run around my blog... I think you'll like some of it. Have fun man.
Scott

[Dr. Dean]

Would be glad to do a complete physical examination on you. Give me a shout.

My site is: www.MalePhysical.com

[Adam Sanchez]

would love to have a physical including temperture taken rectally.
im 39 yeras old spanish 180

[Raymond]

Hi, I live in Northern New Jersey and am very interested in having a male give me a complete physical ---this includes everything.

If interested please contact me at rrc973@aol.com.

Thanks,

Ray

[Tom]

Love play'g doctor. Luv be'g naked with a doc exam, get'g a hardon and hav'g the doc play with my hard dic, 'n finger massage my hard prostate inside, makes me so wet and hard. Love to get him outta his steamy scrubs, and hot 69 on the exam table, so HOT man!