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Monday, January 23, 2006


Wow, what an exciting experience. Reading this really turned me on and hand me wishing I had the guts to do it.

Jared, My heart was beating fast as I read your account of the evening. I am so glad you allowed more people to attend. I loved the little boy’s underwear and the fact that it didn’t quite fit. Wish I could have seen that.

I thought dinner was going to be literally on you. I’ve heard of restaurants where one picks the food directly off a naked woman. But you being the centerpiece was a great touch. I hope you do this again!

PS .. Also wanted to say thanks for the outstanding pictures you used for this event.

Great story - love it. V hot being the center of attention like that.

Also liked that you didn't take the money, altho I wouldn't blame you if you had - you certainly gave great entertainment...

Nice story dude! I think you should have taken the money though. It's just watching out for yourself and not at all out of the ordinary to do so. You may even get off on it.

WOW..that's all I can say....

That was an amazing experience. I would have loved to be one of the "gentlemen" at the party. Send me an invite the next time you do it.

You got me hard reading thsi episode. You're a brave soul adn I am proud that you pulled thru with this. It seemed you really enjoyed yourself and confirmed your exhibitionist fetish.

I am glad you didn't take that handsome reward Leonard offered. If you did, you'd be considered a prostitute and that brings a new host of issues you have to adjust to. I'm not morally against protitution but it's another matter you have to consider mentally and about your self worth.

I just want to say I agree with Jason about the money issue. That would be a whole different fetish or fantasy that I sometimes wish I had the guts to follow through with. If you go into it knowingly and confident of the fantasy element, it's completely different from doing it as a "profession". I was glad you didn't take the money and I'll bet the "gentlemen" were thrilled. Not because they didn't have to pay, but It completes the whole fantasy and fetish aspect of the experience. I'm getting hard just writing this.

Damn, I gotta quit reading this shit at work! Fuck Jared! I did find it interesting that you have a different way of rubbing one off when you are alone, than if someone is watching. Hmmm, not just me, guess we all do! (wink)

How exciting for the gentlemen to get a glimpse of your private "O" face. I think that is soooooo hot. So, are we saying we perform more when we jackoff with a partner? Were you trying to get away from the performance aspect of the scene? Didn't that make it more of a performance? Interesting thought. I love it when I see a guy toally into himself and into getting himself off like no one's watching. That can be a new bumper sticker "Beat it like no one's watching".

intense, once again

Woof, very hot. Would be interesting to hear a commentary by one of the guys that attended, as far as what he was told would occur and what he thought upon arriving/leaving. I'm sure Leo is quite the popuar guy amongst his circle of friends after Fri. night!

Now, after some time has passed, how do you feel about the experience? While you mention at the end enjoying every minute of it, clearly there were some moments when you admit to feeling awkward or embarrassed. Is this something you would do again?

Love it. I just found your journal. I have a gay man fetish. I love your entries, esp. the bondage ones. Keep up the good work

Pearls before swine if you ask me. What was laid out as a very smoky, sensual evening of erotic sophistication seems to have devolved into a peep show/circus thanks to your host... there, I said it. I'm glad it worked for you and perhaps it is just a matter of taste, but I would have handled it very differently. I was really looking forward to this post, but... and I'm glad you didn't take the money offered, but it's typical. Commerce always thinks it serves craft, but it only degrades it.

wow... you have such a gift for describing these things. not only do you have much more guts than I do, but having the skill to make me see it in my mind... major kudos. :-)

Jared, this post was absolutely amazing ! It reminds me of a fantasy that I had, that I've never made the opportunity to act out. Maybe one day ... until then you are my inspiration. I love reading your blog :-)

That was one of the hottest things I have ever heard. I'm REALLY glad I found your blog, bro.

I'm glad you enjoyed doing this, because I didn't even enjoy reading it. I don't want to pass any judgements here because to each his own, but this certainly isn't anything I would feel proud of doing. I am glad however that you enjoyed it. Good luck to you.

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Way back in August 2005 I started this blog and stopped writing several years later when life got too busy. I am leaving it up for future readers to find. I post pics almost every week though as I surf the net.

It isn't really about naked pics. It is about me exposing by deepest sexual secrets and leaving myself and my soul completely naked for the world to see.

Way back in the early 2000's I discovered a need to be vulnerable and naked in front of others, whether it be in public, among other naked guys, among clothed guys, or in front of authority.

Sometimes I like to be tied down, spanked, flogged and tortured. Sometimes I like to be physically examined and humiliated by someone of authority. I am a complete exhibitionist.

I also like to see others in the same situation where I am the one clothed or the one in authority.

I am not the greatest writer in the world. Some may say I stink and that I should keep my day job. I am not writing this blog to be a writer but to record my exploration of these fetishes. Every story is as accurate as my memory allows except the names of the people I encounter and most of the pictures. The pictures in this blog are, for the majority, not me. I pulled most of them from various sites on the internet. I will give credit to the individual photo owners when I know where they came from. If you see a pic that is yours and you want to take it down just let me know.

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