Weird Mood

I'm in a weird mood today; kind of wanting to be by myself,  but also feeling romantic in a depressed sort of way.  I fucking hate San Francisco during this time of year where it rains constantly and is cold out.  I think it has a lot to do with my mood.  I am sooo controlled by the weather.  I have to have sun.  I have to live near the ocean.  I would go insane if I lived away from the ocean or in a climate colder than this.  At least it never gets really, really cold here.

I have to crank up the heat, put on my boardies and look at pics of summertime like these, just to stay sane during the winter.  I am counting the days until spring.  It's getting lighter and lighter out each day.  I see a ray of hope.

I wish I could take my life here and relocate it to a warmer climate.  I have to many obligations here and San Francisco is just 'so me' when it comes to everything else though.  It is so normal to be gay here.  It's normal, even encouraged, to induldge your sexual pleasure here.  Where else could you get the kind of sex I can get here.  Even when living in Florida for the first half of my life, where people are always running around half naked, I didn't get this much sex.   You don't even think about it; guys in public places holding hands, kissing, and other stuff.  No one even looks twice at you except, of course, if the two of you are hot.  There is so much sexual variety here that anyone can be satisfied sexually.  Even the straight people here are having kinky sex.  I like that about this place.

Maybe some day I will move, but for now life is good and I'm not going to fuck that up.  It's better to just sit here and dream of summer and write sappy shit like this in my blog.

Comments

[Roy]

I get the same feelings about SF from time to time, but when I think of all the positive things, it's just hard to turn away from this place...I am new to SF, but I am just in love with it here. I too wish that it would get warmer..I am from LA, so this is a big difference!

[jASON]

This is a great post: the tone, the pictures. You're a talented fuckah!

[John]

Great post. This time of year you are not along in you feelings. I live in Fairbanks, AK. The days are getting longer! Soon we will awaken from hibernation. I very much enjoy your blog. Keep having hot sex!

[Paul]

I have a fetish for truck drivers. I don't know what it is, but driving down the highway as a passenger and when I see a big rig, I get hot. Does San Francisco have a fetish group for that?

Love your blog, bro.