Angry Jared

I'm writing this intro after I've written everything below.  I didn't really know what to call this entry.  I was so angry about the whole thing last night so the title fits.  You've seen Sensual Jared and S&M Jared, Naked Jared and maybe even a little Drama Jared.  So now you see Angry Jared.

I got home at four this morning so I'm writing this on two hours sleep and have to go to work soon.  Nathan and I really fought last night over his purchase.  It wasn't about sex, it was about something totally different.  I may or may not talk about later.  I was really pissed and stormed out after we 'discussed' it.  The last straw was when Jeff came over and agreed with him, and thought it was a good idea.  I really love Nathan and Jeff but sometimes they can come up with the most stupid ideas.

I walked around the neighborhood in the cold weather not knowing really what to do with myself.  I didn't want to go back to my place. Both Jeff and Nathan have been moving their stuff in over the last few days and I knew Nathan would probably me waiting for me to either follow up or make up.  I just wasn't ready to fight anymore, nor was I ready to make up, so I stayed out.

I wound up at Ken's place.  Ken is the sub/master guy I had my last experience with.  I can use his name now cause he is totally fine with me telling people about him and what we do.  He has turned out to be a great friend and really listens to me.  When I need to get away from the close circle of friends I have, Ken is the guy I've been going to because he is so far removed from that tight-knit group.

We talked for a while and smoked up a joint.  He gets the greatest shit I have ever smoked.  On a side note have you ever heard of the hybrid 'bubblegum'.  It is absolutely the perfect mix and the perfect high.  Anyway, we get to talking and he sees that I am all aggressive about it and suggests that we use it for play.  He asks me to pay him back for the master work that he did for me the last time.  I took him up on it and will write it up in my next post or two.  He not only is a good teacher for me as a sub, he also showed me some shit on how to be a master.  I really like this guy, as a friend guys, my heart is still with Nathan even though I'm mad at him right now.

I did wind up trying the thing on in the privacy of my bedroom. Sexually speaking, it was hot but there is no way anyone could get hard in it.  The model is 3000-something.  I can't make it out.  It looks like it is meant to keep you totally flaccid.  Not really my speed given that I am hard fifty percent of my life!

later
j

Comments

[Jason]

Jared, whatever Nathan bought, it is not worth ruining your friendship or love over. It really boils down to your health and your love ones that matter in this world, everything else is trivial.

About the hybrid bubblegum with Ken, I hope that you're smart enough not to take any chemicals during a S&M scene. Any chems distort your sense of reality and can lead to serious pain or other problems before you even realise it's too late. Take care.

[Alex]

Dude - sorry about the stress. I hope things get better...

[jared]

Yeah Jason. A lot of time passed between our talk and the event. We were sober.

[Uncle Zoloft]

hybrid bubblegum = y'all need to take a trip to Amsterdam.

[Jeff]

CB-3000 Male Chastity Kit

http://www.stockroom.com/b702.htm

[jared]

Shit Jeff. That is totally it!!!