Completely Naked: Mateus

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I got beat up a lot as a kid. Seventh and eighth grade were the worst times for me. I lived a sheltered life from the real world and had no idea how cruel kids could be until I got to middle school. Fuck, I was so naïve about the world as a whole, even today I have to keep reminding myself that people can't be trusted. I believe strongly that I am a new soul with only one or two human lives under my cosmic belt. The hardest part of life for me is that I feel like I can be trusted and I try to be a good person, so why the fuck can't everyone else do the same!?

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Embarrassed at the beach

The minute I slipped off my boardies I got an erection. Guys noticed. They stared at me. I felt really self conscious about it and it wasn't going down. I was at full mast standing, sitting or laying down. While I sat I covered it with my towel. I never do this but I just couldn't get over the stares.

What is CN?

Way back in August 2005 I started this blog and stopped writing several years later when life got too busy. I am leaving it up for future readers to find. I post pics almost every week though as I surf the net.

It isn't really about naked pics. It is about me exposing by deepest sexual secrets and leaving myself and my soul completely naked for the world to see.

Way back in the early 2000's I discovered a need to be vulnerable and naked in front of others, whether it be in public, among other naked guys, among clothed guys, or in front of authority.

Sometimes I like to be tied down, spanked, flogged and tortured. Sometimes I like to be physically examined and humiliated by someone of authority. I am a complete exhibitionist.

I also like to see others in the same situation where I am the one clothed or the one in authority.

I am not the greatest writer in the world. Some may say I stink and that I should keep my day job. I am not writing this blog to be a writer but to record my exploration of these fetishes. Every story is as accurate as my memory allows except the names of the people I encounter and most of the pictures. The pictures in this blog are, for the majority, not me. I pulled most of them from various sites on the internet. I will give credit to the individual photo owners when I know where they came from. If you see a pic that is yours and you want to take it down just let me know.