Completely Naked

Jeffery

Jeff and I spent the entire weekend together, mostly having sex like we were 18 again.  I'm not going to bore you with the details because it would be redundant to the details I've provided before on sex with him.  He is a total straight shooter: kiss then nipple play, then cock sucking and then butt banging.  He is an awesome kisser.  No, he is a fucking awesome kisser (more lips less tongue boys), but way vanilla on the sex.  He totally makes up for not meeting my fetish threshold because I love him and well because of his smoking hot body and long blond hair.

I have to say we weren't just connecting sexually.  We really connected emotionally too.  So much so that I became a little uncomfortable last night.  It's not like I moving away from being in love with Nathan to being in love with Jeff because my love for Nathan is growing stronger every day even though he is away.  I just feel so connected and in love with Jeff too.  I know he is feeling it also and I don't want him to get hurt when Nathan comes back.  I don't want Nathan to get hurt because things are clearly different between Jeff and me right now. 

I know the right thing to do is to over-communicate on the matter so I started with Jeff this morning and will continue tonight.  He will say I'm over-analyzing and reading to much into it and that I'm such a geek and he will become all macho and most likely go out and bring home a boy to bang in front of me (with his door wide open - now that will be blog-worthy) to prove it but I know he listens.

The three of us have a strong ten year relationship that has endured much worse than this so I'm sure it will work out.

Have a great week.

j

ps:  The pic above is being published with the full permission of All American Guys.  I fucking love the guy, totally my type, but I can do without the girl in the mag.  It ruins my 'he is gay' fantasy!

Camera Shy

Pic above is from Mummy's Little Batty Bwoy.  Also check out the hot vid found on the same site right after the jump below.

CMNM (Clothed Male Naked Male)

This ad in craigslist gave me an instant woody.  I fucking love this kind of party.  I didn't even bother replying because I promised Jeff I would spend time with him.  Also there is only a 50/50 chance it is real.  Craigslist is now full of this kind of shit but none of it turns out to be real!

If any of you actually go to this let me know how it turns out.

CMNM (clothed male naked male) party, Monday 5/29, from 6-9pm

A few of us are organizing a private CMNM gathering in SF Monday 29 from 6 to 9pm in the Castro (directions will be sent by email). CMNM stands for "Clothed Male, Naked Male" and is for guys who like to hang out naked with guys who remain clothed (for example, serve them naked), and conversely clothed guys who like to have naked guys around them. This is a voyeur/exhibitionist fetish and does not necessarily involve sex. In any case, this party will NOT be an orgy and fucking is excluded. This is a 100% drug-free, alcohol-free, safe-sex, no-fee event for a small group of consensual adult men, no more than a dozen participants. Ages ranging from 20s to 50s.

To get an idea of what a CMNM scene might be like, you could have look at the preview pics on cfnm dot net (not affiliated in any way with the present announcement, just cited as an example) and imagine the women replaced with men.

During the gathering, about half of the group would be clothed and the other half naked---probably with more CM than NM, so the NM feel more exposed, but to satisfy the "versatile" guys, we can rotate during the party and have some CM strip off and some NM get dressed.

CMNM contains an element of domination/submission, however NO hard S&M or military-style discipline. It means that the NMs generally follow the CMs' wishes within limits. Typically, everyone would start clothed and the candidate NMs would be asked to strip off (or be stripped off) in front of a committee and examined one by one. NMs can be touched by CMs. Possible activities: strip games, nude workout, j/o contest, serving, etc. Other ideas welcome.

Participants are asked to bring nonalcoholic drinks (plastic bottles or cans) and a pack of snacks so we can keep the NMs busy serving the CMs. Again, this will be an informal, social exhib/voyeur event, NOT a group orgy. Clothed men stay clothed.

If you are interested in participating, please email:
-your AGE and STATS (including body shape: slim? athletic? average? etc.)
-at least one PIC (either body or face or both)
-your preference: do you want to remain clothed the whole time, or naked, or you would like to try both?
-tell us why you are interested in CMNM and if you already have some experience there (beginners welcome)

Depending on the number of replies, it could be that not everyone will be able to participate as we cannot be more than a dozen people.

Old Doc Williams

I found myself standing, for a second time this year, in Dr. William's makeshift exam room set up in his kitchen, his rather large kitchen.  He added more stuff since the last time I was there.  It is looking more and more like a doctor's examination room.

He had a file in hand, the same file he made up on me the last time which was a little creepy.  "Ah," he said.  "You have erection issues?"  "Um no," I responded. "I get hard . . . Oh do you mean I am hard a lot?"  He nodded.  "Then yes I can hard really easily but that isn't an issue for me."

"Sit up on the exam table and lets take a look at you."  I hopped up on the exam table.  It was covered with paper and it made a crunching noise as I sat.  The doctor approached me and placed his hands on either side of my neck.  He pressed his fingers against my neck as he moved them down toward my shoulders and then back up to my jaw line.

"Ok, young man.  Let's take that shirt off."

It's cumming, it's cumming

I'm almost done with the write up on the Doc visit so check back late tonight.

Jeffery and I have been fucking like rabbits the latter part of this week.  I don't know what is in the water but fuck dude we have been so horny.  He even let me top several times! 

We are going to see the X-Men movie right now.  I'm just waiting for him to get out of the shower.

later

j

The things I could do . . .

Oh the things I could do to this guys:

• rip those white shirts right off their bodies.
• make them kiss and grope each other.
• spank their hard little asses.
• tie a string around their balls and pull real hard.
• lick their tanned brown nipples.
• give them a massage paying close attention to their hot moist holes.
• OMG I'm going to cum!!!

What would you like to do to them?

Planning Palm Springs

I home from work now mentally preparing for the 'doctors' visit later tonight.  Fuck I'm nervous.

I posted sometime last week that I was really in the mood to head over to Palm Springs.  Well, now I've got the desert fever so bad I'm ready to plan for sometime in June.  I need some help from you though.  I have my usual hangouts but I want to try something different.  Here is what I need:

• Where should I/we stay if I'm looking to get completely naked and hook up with a hot guy or three?
• Where are some good places to do some wild naked dares?
• Are there any bars where you can get naked or be close to naked or do sexy dares?
• Where are some good places to eat if you only brought your boardshorts and tees?
• Where are some good places to shop?
• Where are some good places to just hang and watch hot guys?
• Where is a good place to workout?

Hey

Hard-on brought to you by the boys at gaytwogether.

I'm trying some new shit with the pics on my blog.  I'm trying real hard to go legal and ask permission to repost pics and then give credit.  It's not going to be easy and I'll never be 100% or even 50% because there are so many hot pics floating out there that I just want to share with you.  Right now I can only be like 5% but like everything else on this blog I'll have to grow into it.

Thanks for all the advice on not repairing Nathan's truck.  I was already calling repair places when I realized, from your comments, that I should just wait and let him make the decision.

I moved my 'play physical' to Wednesday night so I'll have some material to post then.  I have to be honest, I was a chicken over the weekend and cancelled my appointment.  The doc wasn't happy so I'm sure I will pay for it.

Jeff is working like a mad man.  As I am writing this it is 9:30 pacific time and he isn't home from work yet.  This house is so big and vacant without my two boys.

I know, this is turning out to be a slow jared news week.

later

j

I got nothing. . .

I got nothing to say today which is frightening.  Do you like the pic above?  It's quite modern isn't it.

Weekend Disaster

Hot guy pic posted with permission from All American Guys.  My god what a flawless body.

This whole weekend was a bust.  We did nothing we planned and I didn't get my physical.  In fact it went totally wrong.

I wrecked Nathan's pride and joy; his 1940's Chevrolet truck.  I ran it into a pole in a parking garage and it has a huge dent on the front fender, the ones he just had buffed out and painted last year.  I am such a fucking moron.  I've been driving it because I wanted to be close to him, close to his smell and all the shit he has piled in it.  It just makes me feel warm inside to drive it.  Jeff won't even step foot in it. 

Don't tell anyone, but I even masturbated in it the other day.  I think he knew I was going to drive it and go through the glove compartment cause he left naked pics of himself for me to find.  There was a note on the back that said, "Jared, my Love, I can't believe you are going through my shit.  You are in trouble when I get back.  Nathan"

I can't believe I fucking wrecked it.  He is going to shoot me when he gets back.

The weather here sucks.  It is raining again man.  Fuck I am such a product of my environment.  It is so fucking depressing.  Now I face another hell week at work.

Medical Fetish

I've said before here that I have this huge huge medical fetish.  I think it's the fact that I am completely naked and vulnerable in front of a clothed authority figure that could do things to me or make me do things that are embarrassing.  I don't know why this kind of thing does it for me but it does and I've accepted it and really enjoy it. 

This fetish is transferable to other settings like being naked in front of other clothed people; it can be guys or girls.  It can be transferred to doing naked dares in public or private.  It can even be in a bathhouse full of guys where I am totally naked and all the other dudes have a towel wrapped around their waist.

Even if this could be fixed by going to therapy, I would never go.  I fucking love it so much that I seek out realistic play exams.  Note I said 'play'.  Going to the real doctor doesn't get me off at all even though many times I get hard at the doctor for no reason.

I have an appointment set up with a 'play' doc.  More than any other fetish I have, this one really makes be nervous.  I get butterflies in my stomach every time and once I get off in front of the doc I get real shy and embarrassed.  Then I have to face you by posting what happened.

To get me and you in the mood I've found some medical fetish sites.

The owners of this site will perform an exam on you.  It can be taped or not.

I've never been beyond the front page of this site but it looks pretty hot.

Get your kinky medical supplies here.

This doctor is horny.

This video shows a hot guy getting an exam in front of his friend.  Fucking hot!!  OMG I think I'm going to cum. . .

Medical fetish search.

So check back sometime in the middle of next week.  I should have done it and posted it by then.

j

Weekend!

Hot guy brought to you by All American Guys.  Yup, they gave me permission to raid their site and post pics here as long as I give them credit.

So the weekend is here and I'm still trying to get through my list.  I called up the Doc to make an appointment this weekend but he hasn't called back.  Jeff and I are hitting the movie theatre so at the very least I'll get to play around with his cock in the dark.  There's like three movies out including DaVinci Code.

Have a great weekend.

j

The Conrad Boys

I just received an e-mail from Justin Lo.  He is the shirtless guy above.  Justin and Nick (red shirt) are in this new flick called The Conrad Boys and wanted me to let you know about it.

It is playing in select festivals around the US and can be ordered on DVD.

I found the trailer on youtube so take a look.  They kiss toward the end. Hot!!

Wow Nice!

Naked Exhibition Party - Part II

I finally finished Part II.  They really should be read together, so go back to Part I if you haven't read it or don't remember it and then come back here.

Shit I can't believe I am telling you guys EVERYTHING that happened.

I Love Surfer Boys!

Especially ones named Nathan and Jeff.

Dude I am so missing Nathan right now.  I run home every day to look through the mail but nothing has come yet.  I've sat in his truck so much now because his smell is there.  I even drove it to work one day.  I sleep in his old ratty tee that he wears around the house sometimes.  I like it because it smells like him.  I miss burying my face into his hot body.  I miss kissing his pouty lips.  I miss pulling on his long hair playfully until he says, "Jared, quit it."

Work and Jeff are keeping me really busy though and I have jam packed weekends planned until he gets back.  The time is moving quickly and that's good.  I just need one letter from him and that will hold me over until he gets back.

Naked Exhibition Party - Part I

pic source:  tom ropes mcgurk

I've been talking with Ken about my fantasies and fetishes.  After our scene several months ago, I was totally horny for doing something to push my limits.  I've been itching to combine two fetishes together for a while, and he, along with the 'naked cocktail party' guys, helped me set it up.

For those of you who really don't like my S&M stuff I recommend that you stop reading now.  This was one of the most intense scenes I've had to date.  Not because it was more painful than I could bare because, frankly, some of it was staged for the audience.  It was intense for me because I was forced naked and put in embarrassing positions and endured S&M in front of a party of people.  Everything was totally consensual and there was a lot of role-play, so don't go thinking I didn't ask for it.  It was exactly what I wanted.

So here we go. 

Part I of II after the jump

Writing it up

Hot guy brought to you by Alex.

Hey guys.  It's 7pm and I just got home from work.  I will try to write up as much of what happened last night as I can and then post in a few hours.  I know I will never get it all done tonight.  So the first half will go up tonight and then I'll try to get the rest done in the next two days.

j

Asian Hottie

Alone

Wow this is a really great pic of a really hot body.  One of my all time favorites in a while.

I don't know how the fuck it happened but I found myself completely alone tonight.  Every single one of my friends including Jeffery had dates tonight or plans that couldn't include me.  I am surprisingly ok with it though.  It has given me time to workout, reflect and pick up on some unfinished hobbies I have lying around.  I'm in a good place in spirit and in life right now.

I haven't heard from Nathan since he left for South America so I guess they really don't have phone service where he is.  I'm going to kick his ass when he gets back if he doesn't, at the very least, write me.

Jeff and I are going to hit the movie theatre tomorrow and then go out tomorrow night.  Then Sunday you all know what's going to happen . . . well you don't yet and neither do I for the most part but it should be fun.  I probably won't be able to get the story together before Tuesday though.  It's been a little rough getting the stories out with the busy work life I've had to endure.

Have a great weekend.

j

Preparation

Sunday night is the big event I talked about here.  I am not allowed to take a shower, wipe my ass, shave, or do any hygiene from now until then.  I've been told not to have any sex or jack off until then.  I was also told to show up at his door naked and that he will provide me with whatever I will be allowed to wear.

I have this seriously nervous feeling in the pit of my stomach!

Worked Out

Palm Springs

It's calling me . . .

Jared, Jared, come back and leave your clothes behind . . .

Jeff and Jared's Weekend

Jeff and I headed over to Phoenix (stop laughing) to get some sun and just hang out by the pool.  We stayed at a great resort just north of the city and didn't leave the grounds. 

We shocked the old straight folks just a little bit by hanging around the resort pool in our little white speedos.  I'm not talking about the average everyday American variety.  He got us speedos on a recent trip Singapore earlier this year, these are the Japanese style that are so super low cut your ass crack and pubes show.  He was so fucking hot in them everyone was staring.  Mine just reminded me that I needed to work out my skinny ass legs but I think I still did ok.  Every time we got our suits wet they became a little shear and left little to the imagination.

When I was a kid . . .

When I was a kid I tried and failed to write a horror novel with a friend.

When I was a kid I used to sit in the back of the classroom and play with myself.

When I was a kid I put on plays for my parents with the girl next door.

When I was a kid I only liked vanilla ice cream.

When I was a kid I loved Root Beer until the cute boy next door said he hated it, then I hated it.

When I was a kid I go a hard-on that showed through my bathing suit all the time.

When I was a kid I took swimming lessons every year until I was eighteen.

When I was a kid I prayed and prayed for a kid sister but it never happened.

When I was a kid my babysitter taught me about sex.  She said the boy pees into the female.  I didn't believe her.

When I was a kid I thought you had to go high on a mountain and pray to have a baby.

When I was a kid I thought for sure we were inside the world and not on the surface.  Yes I was so fucking stupid.

When I was a kid I cheated in math so bad my mother caught on that I couldn't do it and forced me to learn from her during my entire summer.

When I was a kid I used to play naked games with the boy next door.  We sometimes rubbed each other's bodies.  He wondered why my thing was so hard.

When I was a kid I got sunburned really bad every year.  I'm just sitting here waiting on the cancer.

When I was a kid I thought I would get married to a girl and live in Miami Beach.  Now I live with and love two boys.

When I was a kid I hated wearing clothes.  That is what I fought about the most with my parents.  I had a good childhood compared to most.  I know that now.

When I was a kid I left a suicide note for my mother.  She just read it, said 'nice try' and threw it away as I watched in horror behind the couch.

When I was a kid my uncle called me 'Oscar the Grouch'

When I was a kid I ate my grandmothers whole pie in one sitting every year I visited.  I can still do this today.

When I was a kid I was so afraid of ghosts I slept with my parents for almost a year.  They bought me a dog and then I was fine.

When I was a kid I was really shy.  I'm still very shy today even though my entire sex life is on this blog.

When I was a kid I never thought I would be revealing so much of myself publicly.  What the fuck am I doing writing in this blog!

What did you do when you were a kid???

Bradly P

Holy Shit I just found this very hot pic of Brad on CoolnClassic.  I think he just gets better and better as he ages.

You can find more pics of him here and here and even here.

Nathan I Miss You

My heart stopped when I saw this picture.  Nathan has this exact haircut except for the long sideburns.  Fuck I miss him even though I'm trying not to think about it.  Oh shit I hope he doesn't get mad that I posted such a close look alike.

Jeff and I are getting out of California for the weekend care of good old Southwest Airlines.  He has so many free tickets from his travel that it's not costing us to go some place warm.  He even dropped his 'boyfriend' of the week to go with me so I guess I'll owe him a blowjob or something ;)

I'll have my pc with me so I'll post if we have some down time.

later

j

Spanked by Uncle Dave

I answered a spanking ad about six months ago.  The part of the ad that caught my attention was the way he wanted to give the spanking, in a 'caring way, letting you feel each sensation and experience the pleasure of spanking.' 

We have been e-mailing each other off and on for all that time.  I shared with him a few torso pics just so he could get some idea of what I look like and then I finally gave in last night and agreed to meet him.

He instructed me to show up at his door wearing only underwear and absolutely nothing else, not even shoes or car keys.  Upon receipt of this directive, I was instantly erect and excited about what was in store.  I decided to give him a little surprise and showed up in my little boy fire truck briefs, the ones that are super low rise and show just a little of my ass crack.

Nathan Leaves Jared

Catchy title isn't it.  I am so fucking bummed again.  I knew this day was coming for some time now and it's been a factor in my weird moods lately.  Nathan is leaving for some volunteer work tomorrow.  He will be gone for over a month.  The place will have very limited international cell coverage if at all.  I can't stand it.

He made me swear that I would not think about it too much but that he must do this.  He told me to play, spend lots of time with friends, pick up where I left off on my sexual fetish exlplorations and shit.  He even asked Jeff to go back to sleeping in my bed and that he was responsible for me.  "I'm not a fucking kid," I told him and "I can take care of myself perfectly."  It will be nice to have Jeff around though.  So I didn't protest all that sternly.

So here are my plans, not in any order:

It's time to visit the doctor.
I need a real old fashioned spanking.
Sex with Jeff.
Humilation and torture with an audience.
A naked romp in the desert.
Sex with Jeff.
God I need my cock slapped around.

I'm sure I'll come up with more.

Funny, only on fucked up Jared's Christopher's Compeletely Naked blog would you read about religous/life beliefs and then, in the very next post, find out the is going to slut around while his boyfriend is away, permission granted of course. 

Sometimes I don't even understand myself!

I believe . . .

I believe in God.
I believe his people are on the wrong path.
I believe in Christ.
I believe in reincarnation.
I believe that man has corrupted God's book over and over again.
I believe that the stars and primarily, the planets heavily influence us from birth.
I believe in heaven but don't believe in a burning hell.
I believe most life forces have a soul but life experiences and memories do not travel with them.
I believe there are a limited amount of souls in the universe.
I believe in angels, spirits, and demons.
I believe in life on other planets.
I believe in other life dimensions.
I believe we are in control of our lives as long as it fits within the framework of our creator.
I believe there is more in this world that we don't see, feel, or hear than we do see, feel or hear.
I believe that some of us have a purpose here on earth and in our current life but not all.
I believe that some of us have a purpose after our life on earth but not all.
I believe that most of us never get to understand our purpose even when it is fulfilled.
I believe that we should learn as much as we can from our elders before they go on to the next life or to the after life.
I believe that I am a very young soul with only one or two lives before me.
I believe that begin gay is a gift from God to both me and to mankind.
I believe in peace over war always.