Nathan Leaves Jared

Catchy title isn't it.  I am so fucking bummed again.  I knew this day was coming for some time now and it's been a factor in my weird moods lately.  Nathan is leaving for some volunteer work tomorrow.  He will be gone for over a month.  The place will have very limited international cell coverage if at all.  I can't stand it.

He made me swear that I would not think about it too much but that he must do this.  He told me to play, spend lots of time with friends, pick up where I left off on my sexual fetish exlplorations and shit.  He even asked Jeff to go back to sleeping in my bed and that he was responsible for me.  "I'm not a fucking kid," I told him and "I can take care of myself perfectly."  It will be nice to have Jeff around though.  So I didn't protest all that sternly.

So here are my plans, not in any order:

It's time to visit the doctor.
I need a real old fashioned spanking.
Sex with Jeff.
Humilation and torture with an audience.
A naked romp in the desert.
Sex with Jeff.
God I need my cock slapped around.

I'm sure I'll come up with more.

Funny, only on fucked up Jared's Christopher's Compeletely Naked blog would you read about religous/life beliefs and then, in the very next post, find out the is going to slut around while his boyfriend is away, permission granted of course. 

Sometimes I don't even understand myself!

Comments

[Daedalus]

Oh! Oh no. I get why you'be been down. I'm sorry. :( I wish you the very best. You have a large support group here, me included.

[Matt]

Hey there,
I am really curious about something. I am a 21 year old stud from Australia who has been dating a sexy macedonian-australian for 2 years and 2 weeks now and we have been monogamous the whole time. At the end of the year he will be going to macedonia for 6 weeks and during that time we both will be celibate. My question now is how do lovers such as yourself sleep around while your partner is away in such a whatever fashion. Trust me, i'm not being critical at all cos i know that everyone is different. I'm just curious, cos like, for now i can definitely say that i would never cheat on my man because i would feel so much guilt and betrayal. Plus, just the thought of him giving pleasure (which he does so well) to another guy just kills me and makes me depressed. And i know you are not alone Jared in having an open relationship, so i guess i just want opinions from others as to why i'm so different. Cos i feel like a minority in a minority and that feels strange. Good sex to you man

[JT]

What about naked rock climbing? Its hot...think about it. (Though that may be something you wanna do with N. when he gets back).

[jared]

Hey Matt. Nathan and I have a long complicated history together. You can read about the last year in the Nathan category on this blog.

I have found, though, there is a huge difference between loving sex with Nathan and just fun sex with others. The other sex usually does not involve actual sexual intercourse but involves fetishes like spanking, physicals, S&M, etc.

I do feel like one day when I slow down we will settle into just each other.

j

[Mat]

Matt -- My partner and I have been together for almost 2 1/2 years, and we are totally monogamous as well. We've both been very open and honest about our trampy pasts, but agree that now that we have found each other, we do not want to share ourselves with others. That said, some of our very best friends have been together for a long time and have an open relationship. While that's not for me and the hubby, we believe it is up to each couple to define what works for their own situation. As long as both people (or all three or four or whatever) in a relationship are in total and honest agreement about how they want to define their relationship, I say more power to them. My own opinion is that being with the hubby in that "oh-so-special" way is made even better knowing that I am the only one he shares his total self with. Just my thought...

M

[David]

I believe in sex with Jeff.

[Sue]

OMG! I read the title and was like, "Oh noooooo! It can't be over!" Phew, he's only leaving for a month. A month - that's a long time bro. Damn it. Sex with Jeff; a must. I sure hope Nathan is doing something worthwhile. More sexploits = blog fodder. :)

[Rob]

Matt. . . .my first b/f and I were together 2.5 yrs and were "open," but in a very dysfunctional way. He was sexually compulsive; that was a big contributor in our break-up. My current b/f and I have been together 8 yrs. We're not sexual with one another (his choice), but we're free to seek other partners. It's definitely an issue for me, but I have a better life with him than I'd have without him--so I go for it.

j-boy: I'll happily get myself up there if you need some discipline. E-mail me, boy.

[bgdkuws]

Boy, I'd love to slap the shit out of your big dick.

[crctboy]

Sounds like you'll be fine - poor Nathan will probably come back HORNY as hell. You just can't lose. Have fun.

[Jack]

Good! Maybe now this blog will get interesting again although I think a lot of the exploits are the fruits of a good writer!!

[Jamie]

Well good for Nathan for being so selfless and going to help other people who really need it.

I'm sure you will be fine at the end of the day Jared, use the time apart to your advantage

[Real Life Sex]

You can wear a hoop dress and play Cold Mountain while he's gone! Doesn't that sound like fun? You could write him lots of love letters and be all "come back to me, come back to me is my request"

you know or not

[Brad]

I volunteer to administer the spanking :)

[Stenar]

You need a good spanking! :P

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[Inter/textual]

Why is it that I'm the only one to suggest some wholistic counselling for you? The combination of things you offer doesn't sound very healthy to me.

I guess it's politically incorrect to suggest that spanking, S&M, humilation & torture and getting your cock slapped around is perhaps not such a healthy desire. Why is that? Why don't people just call it for what it is?

I know I'll get a lot of "hate" letters from people into these things...explaining how sadomasochistic pleasures are spiritual. I just don't buy it. I think sex is always a balancing of control/passivity issues, and when you go too far one way or another, you're simply out of balance. But whatever - all you gay guys can tell me your offended stories and I'll read them as usual.

Perhaps it's a lot scarier to be in balance, or equal? That might mean you have to meet someone equally in terms of intimacy? Hmm...? I know, intimacy is scary!