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Friday, November 24, 2006


I don't know why you felt embarrassed - the story you tell is beautiful and touching. It's the kind of story we should tell...

aww..that was really cute :) I laughed about you not wanting to get naked..even being "horrified" at the thought of it. wow.
this story actually gives me the hope that maybe eventually ill be a little more outgoing and stuff too.
thanks for posting this Jared..did you show it to nathan? (who btw comes off as incredibly sexy..i want to find a straight one of those kind of boys)

Hi Jared,
great story than your....I love your meeting between you and your boyfriend.
It was the same for me, ....

Jared - thank you for sharing. Your life experiences and feelings mirror more peoples experiences and feelings than you realize. Your courage to express them in a public forum and to let other people see they are not alone means more than you can imagine.

Oh yea, those "Christian upbringings" can be pretty hard on us boys who did 'em. We're all shy and embarassed and nervous.....and, then, WOW.....we're out, proud, naked, doing nasty things! And we never look back!

I loved this story, although I am baffled why you were shy in sharing it?? It is much sweeter, touching and less graphic than others of yours. I can't tell you what a joyous wonderful read it was. Thanks for letting us have a glimpse into a scene that you hold so private and dear to your heart.

It always amazes me how you hot looking guys are so shy, it gives me hope that I am not alone, although I'm not hot like you guys. Thanks for sharing.

I used to be shy too. Why is it that people assume that you are a snob when you are really just very shy? I don't get that. Anyhow, thanks for sharing your story. Thank goodness Nathan knows what he wants and goes for it or you guys would never have met! What a happy ending you have now! Incredible!

ugh! those Christain upbringings really stifle the exploration don't they? Beautiful story ~ you have a gift in your writings.

It's hard to think back on how much time we waste being afraid. It sounds like you and Nathan and Jeff are meant to be together. Thanks for continuing to share your life stories. I love your blog.

great story. That whole shy thing is a real kicker. Thinking back, I wish that I hadn't wasted so much time being shy. I think I could have enjoyed my late teens early twenties more. It's funny how now that I'm older (and much much wiser, I'm sure) I'm not as shy even though I'm not as pretty any more.

someone above asked why people assume you're a snob when you're just shy. It's something I used to wonder about too. I think it's because we all have insecurities - especially about meeting new people. So when someone screws up the courage to risk looking like an idiot and make contact, they feel hurt when you don't recognize THEIR effort. They are so blinded by their own neuroses that they don't see yours. And you? Well, you can't understand why they can't see past your silence to your aching heart.

what a great post! we all have been waiting for stuff like that.

greetings from berlin

Aw my God!! That was really sweet and cute man!! I have been straight before and that really got me .... well, your story is really cool man! I love your MySpace dude, how could you designed it like that. I love the format and am so useless in doing that.
Take care and stay in touch xx

A WONDERFUL story! Thanks for telling it.

Thanks for sharing something so wonderful and personal.

thank you for your story. i hope someday it will happen to me. i'm still horribly shy and spend all of my nights alone. with no family, it's hard to keep going, but i'm thankful for stories like yours that helps me keep some hope.

Wow Jared,
You just keep continuing to amaze me. Love the way you share your life. Every since I started reading I keep trying to Picture the three of you in my head. Your story reminded me of a recent trip to the Blue Moon in Vegas with several guys I met on the internet and in person a few times. I'm the shy one. So I can relate. It was a fun trip. They are also helping me to open up. I have to admit they made me feel comfortable enough to do just that. Have made some great friends. Can't wait to see your myspace. Take care and again truly THANKS.

Well written!

Very sweet. Thanks for sharing. We all could use a Nathan in our lives.

Are those bare-chested pictures you by any chance?

I know what you're saying about being shy. Thanks for sharing yours.


Wow, I've been reading your blog for about a year, and knowing this just makes me think how much more romantic your relationship is.

This great story makes us all feel closer to you and Nathan and Jeff. Your writing makes is so "visible". I am a relativly new "friend" so now I need to know how you all got to San Francisco.

Hey Jared,
Man that was one sweet meet. Like the others, i don't understand why you had to be embarrased to share this. I look forward to reading more from your blog. I just started reading it recently, i was directed here by alex from great cock hunt.

You rock!


another disney world script. u're running the danger of exposing yourself to the point of becoming predictable

Wow thats fuckin bitchen! me and my fella have been together for a year and a half i'll tell ya the whole tale another time, your story made me happy i hope you boys look after each other and have many more great times! Have you ever thought about writeing professionaly? :)

Wow thats fuckin bitchen! me and my fella have been together for a year and a half i'll tell ya the whole tale another time, your story made me happy i hope you boys look after each other and have many more great times! Have you ever thought about writeing professionaly? :)

Dude these stories of your are really good i love them alot. Also im really shy too i would never be able to look at a guys eyes when hes talking to me.

Wow dude that was awsom and so sweet! Most people who now me dont realise that im a big softy at heart but i luv that sort of thing. I can relate to the shy thing a lot. I came out to my friends a few years ago and im perfectly comfortable with who i am and so r they but am still so funkin shy.

Iv only bn reading ur blog for a few weeks but i luv it. I luv reading about u nathan and jeff and always look forward to reading it. It always makes me smile and more often than not put a hand down my pants lol.

Look forward to reading more. You funkin rock dude.


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What is CN?

Way back in August 2005 I started this blog and stopped writing several years later when life got too busy. I am leaving it up for future readers to find. I post pics almost every week though as I surf the net.

It isn't really about naked pics. It is about me exposing by deepest sexual secrets and leaving myself and my soul completely naked for the world to see.

Way back in the early 2000's I discovered a need to be vulnerable and naked in front of others, whether it be in public, among other naked guys, among clothed guys, or in front of authority.

Sometimes I like to be tied down, spanked, flogged and tortured. Sometimes I like to be physically examined and humiliated by someone of authority. I am a complete exhibitionist.

I also like to see others in the same situation where I am the one clothed or the one in authority.

I am not the greatest writer in the world. Some may say I stink and that I should keep my day job. I am not writing this blog to be a writer but to record my exploration of these fetishes. Every story is as accurate as my memory allows except the names of the people I encounter and most of the pictures. The pictures in this blog are, for the majority, not me. I pulled most of them from various sites on the internet. I will give credit to the individual photo owners when I know where they came from. If you see a pic that is yours and you want to take it down just let me know.

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