So I took your advice and used craigslist instead of the other tools I use. I don't usually like using that one in SF because you almost never hook up with it. I guess it is different in Seattle.
I was tired but determined to let off a little steam. I placed an ad for someone to come over to my hotel and fuck around: kissing, groping, lots of body contact. You know, all that vanilla stuff I'm usually not into. I hit the jackpot with this pic I posted (no, not my face and no I can't post it here cause then I wouldn't be able to use it again). After thumbing through the list of guys who responded I came upon this guy with a hot smooth body and well defined abs.
He showed at my door twenty minutes later and holy shit!!! It wasn't his abs I was attracted to, well at least at first. He had the most intense, light blue, almost iridescent eyes; Anne Rice vampire like eyes. Much, much more stunning than the pic above and more stunning than I have ever seen.
I had answered the door in my hot little calvin klein boxers and stripped him before we even left the foyer of the room. His body was way better than his pic. Fuck, I'm telling you I hit the jackpot!
Only with Nathan and a few other guys have I ever had such passionate sex. My lips are still all chapped and red this morning from the kissing. I kept staring into his eyes as we rolled around the bed, saying, "Dude, I love your eyes." He kept saying the same thing to me. We stared more into each other's faces and eyes and kissed more than anything else. I made such a real intimate connection with this guy in every way.
We talked after and he wanted to see me again. I had to tell him in a nice way that I was very much in love and that this was just some fun to me, at least when I planned it. I shared with him that I too made a connection with him and that I was sorry we couldn't see each other again.
Last night was one example of why I usually stick to the kinky, non-intimate stuff when I go out and play with other boys. I have so much love to give and don't hold back when I meet new people in this way. I fall quickly in love with guys I meet, and sex like this just strengthens the bond between us.
Being in an open relationship has it's advantages but sometimes it can really mess up your feelings. I love two boys very much but I could love more.
I shared the guys pic with Nathan over e-mail this morning as I was writing this. He laughed that I had so much emotion over a trick but he understood what I meant. He told me to get my ass home tonight so he could have a piece of me. It will be nice to go back to the familiar.
Have a great Wednesday.