9 months ago if anyone had asked me if I was gay I would've said "No!", I was completely uncomfortable with who I was, I was contemplating suicide, being bullied terribly every day at school for acting "faggy" and even harshly resenting people who were more comfortable with their sexuality. I was a frantic mess. Every moment of my waking life was pure hell. One night on my Ipod Touch I found your blog. It was unlike anything I had ever seen! I never knew (I live in a small rural) that there was a place for boys like me aside from hell. I never thought anyone would accept me for who I was and I thought I would grow up living a lie and never expierience true love. Now, I am out and proud to my entire family and even have had my first gay kiss! For a young guy in my area this is almost unheard of and it is all because of you and a few other blogs! Hearing about how you and Nathan love each other and all the great sex you guys have really helped me come to terms with everything! After I read the letter to you from a boy in a similar situation I realized I would be a gigantic, ungrateful asshole not to tell you how much a positive difference you have made in my life! Words cannot express what it feels like to address what I've always been so afraid to. This is the happiest I have ever been and for the first time in my life I have hopes and dreams and am looking forward to truly living my life! Thank you so much!