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A Potential New Doc for Me

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I got this in my inbox last night.  I thought I was going to explode before I read through it.  I scrubbed his name, location, etc, but for the most part it is intact.  I haven't responded to him yet and he is a long, long way away from me so the chances of my being able to hook up with him are slim.  I've been know to travel for stuff like this though so who knows. 

Hey Doc if you are reading this thanks for the masturbation material.  I'll contact you over the weekend.

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Hi Jared,

I discovered your hot website today and thoroughly enjoyed reading about your medical exam fetish.  I read one of your stories and it gave me an immediate hard on.  I, too, have a very strong med exam fetish.  I've had it for as long as I can remember.  Although I prefer to play the role of the doc, I can understand how thrilling it is to feel vulnerable, exposed and be totally controlled by a clothed authority figure whose orders you must follow without question.  There's just something very arousing about being naked and touched in sensitive areas and have your anus exposed and probed.  I've played the patient enough times and almost always get a hard on even before I am asked to remove my shorts.

I have much experience playing the role of the doctor and although I don't have a medical background, I've done much research and reading about performing physical exams on men that I am quite convincing to my patients.  I try to make my exams as realistic as possible because I know that the more real it appears, the more turned on the patient will be.  I know because that's just how I want it when I am being examined.  Like you, I do not become aroused when I am being examined by my real doctor but the first thing I do when I get home is jerk off while I think about him touching my cock and balls and insertnig his gloved finger into my ass.  I always pay close attention when I am being examined by my actual doctor and copy his style and technique when I examine my med fetish patients.  I always start my exams with my patient fully clothed but as soon as I collect all the info about his medical background, I ask him to strip down to his shorts.  I don't usually allow gowns unless my patient is turned on by them.  Once all the routine checks are done, I order my patient to remove his shorts just before the genital exam.  My patient then remains nude for the rest of the exam.  Penile, scrotal and testicular exams are very thorough and drawn out, as well as the visual examination of the anus and the temperature is always taken rectally.  I offer my patients the choice of a very real exam, very similar to what would be given in an actual medical office, or, the long version that includes other procedures not normally performed by a real MD, such as shaving of the scrotum, buttocks and anal area, enemas, rectal exam with proctoscope and speculum, and collection of semen sample.  All this is done while still keeping the exam somewhat realistic, even though these are not usually part of a man's physical exam.  My DRE's are long and thorough, with the goal being to extract semen through prostate stimulation without actual ejaculation.  It is a huge turn on for me to be in control of a nude, embarrassed and very submissive patient who is so aroused that his penis is erect almost from beginning to end.  My exams do not include injections or pain of any kind.  They will include the careful insertion of a small thermometer into the urethra if the patient requests it, with rectal temperature taken simultaneously.

If you are ever in the my area, you're welcome to schedule an exam with me.

I'd love to hear more about your exam fantasy.  Please share more of it with me as you're communicating with someone who is into this as much as you, if not more. No need to feel ashamed or embarrassed with me.  Tell me exactly what turns you one about this and how your ideal medical exam would go.  Please be open.

Regards,

The Doctor

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By the way, he included pics of a real live exam he performed.  There is no way I can post it on my blog though . . .

j

Now I'm really embarrassed about my Doc fetish

So . . . I am reading through all of your comments on my Doc reflections and discovered that a real live Doc here in SF reads my blog! . . . and he commented on my little fetish.

My real personal doc in SF is gay also.  I'm hoping right now there is more than just one gay Doc in SF . . . and/or he is forgiving . . . cause I have a real checkup next week.

So Doc, if you are now searching your records, appointment books or memory bank for a certain JCB, I swear I don't get off on real visits!  I do understand the seriousness of your profession, respect it, and can distinguish play from the real thing . . . (and I'm hoping not to have the cancer conversation anytime soon).

I do, however, almost always get rock hard if you ask me to drop my pants.  It's not you or the fetish, it is just a little issue of uncontrollable, rapid blood flow that I have been dealing with all my life . . . oh and um, I think you are adorable.

Hope you understand . . .

j

ok, I feel better now . . .

Reflection on Jared's Gay Doctor Fetish

The first time I went through an experience like this I almost didn't post it.  I was so ashamed of this fetish and it was so deeply embedded in me that even anonymously it was hard for me to put in print.  I am over that now and know it is a part of me I enjoy.

I am certain that many of you don't get my medical/doctor fetish.  I can tell by the lack of responses that I either stunned you to silence or grossed you out (or you are just a regular lurker).  It isn't for everyone I know that.  It may even be sick to some of you if you don't understand what exactly in these scenarios is turning me on.

It probably isn't what you think.  It isn't the doctor or the white coat.  It isn't the sterile room or the tools he uses.  It isn't the procedures he uses either.  He could be doing anything really.  It may be some of those things for some people but it isn't for me.  In fact it could be a coach/athlete or principle/student or uncle/nephew, etc. 

Most porn videos covering this subject don't get it either.  They have the actors do a few "medical" things in the first five minutes of the video if that long and then they get right to fucking.  You will notice in all my scenarios there is no sucking for fucking or other purely sexual contact.  Most of the time I am the one who "extracts the semen sample" myself.

For me it is about being vulnerable, actually it is about being completely and totally vulnerable.  This is accomplished by my being completely naked and not in control of the things I am told to do during that hour our two.  It is about the awkwardness and humility of having someone in authority, fully clothed; pay close attention to your naked body slowly and deliberately.  It is about them probing in my most sacred and private areas without my controlling it.  That is really what it is about.

If you are just a guy in a lab coat in a room full of medical equipment wanting to fuck me I am just not interested (well unless you are Nathan and then what the fuck are you doing in a lab coat ;) )

I think I have covered it.  If you have questions, post them and I will answer.  If you share this fetish please share what does it for you.

j

Jared's Gay Doctor Fetish

I sat nervously in my underwear and a small paper gown on the exam table as I waited for the doctor.  The gown was laid out for me when I arrived and I assumed that he wanted me to put it on.  My legs dangled over the table and the paper kept making that annoying creaking sound everytime I moved.  He was taking a long, long time to see me.  I looked around the room.  It was a perfect replica of a real exam room.  I wondered how much he spent on it.

Doctor Fetish Preview

It will be the end of the week now before I get this out.  Work, work work!  I thought I would give you a little preview of what happened.  Everytime I start writing I get hard and stroke one out and then lose interest in finishing it up.  Then I get all worked up again, start writing and lose more seed.

The doctor pulled down on the tip of my hard cock and let go.  It slapped against my abs.  "Jared,  I asked you to shave your balls before you came in.  Because you didn't, the nurse will have to do that for you now.  It may be unpleasant."  I sat on the exam table and stared at him.  What nurse, I thought.  I didn't see a nurse when I came in.  Just then a young blond women in a very small and tight white nurse uniform entered the examination room.  It looked as though she came right out of a porn video.  I immediately moved to cover my genitals.  I was so embarrassed.  I didn't want to be naked anymore.  Didn't he remember that I was gay!  I didn't want a girl in here.  My cock began to deflate.

"Uncover your genitals young man."  He moved toward me and pushed my hands away.  She looked at me and me at her.  I watched her eyes move down to my cock.  It was growing hard again.  There was nothing I could do now.  They were in total control of me.

This was by far the most bizarre experience I have had in exploration of my fetish.  I can't wait to tell you all the rest.

Thanks again to my friends for locating and editing these pics for me.

Tonight is the night

We are on for tonight.  Nathan is trying to back out though.  Doctors, even play ones, freak him out.  I probably won't post till Monday or Tuesday as usual but you can go here to catch up on ones I have already visited.

You can go to this blog to see a few medical fetish pics.

My buddies help me out by finding some hot doc pics for this and the next post.

Old Doc Williams

I found myself standing, for a second time this year, in Dr. William's makeshift exam room set up in his kitchen, his rather large kitchen.  He added more stuff since the last time I was there.  It is looking more and more like a doctor's examination room.

He had a file in hand, the same file he made up on me the last time which was a little creepy.  "Ah," he said.  "You have erection issues?"  "Um no," I responded. "I get hard . . . Oh do you mean I am hard a lot?"  He nodded.  "Then yes I can hard really easily but that isn't an issue for me."

"Sit up on the exam table and lets take a look at you."  I hopped up on the exam table.  It was covered with paper and it made a crunching noise as I sat.  The doctor approached me and placed his hands on either side of my neck.  He pressed his fingers against my neck as he moved them down toward my shoulders and then back up to my jaw line.

"Ok, young man.  Let's take that shirt off."

Medical Fetish

I've said before here that I have this huge huge medical fetish.  I think it's the fact that I am completely naked and vulnerable in front of a clothed authority figure that could do things to me or make me do things that are embarrassing.  I don't know why this kind of thing does it for me but it does and I've accepted it and really enjoy it. 

This fetish is transferable to other settings like being naked in front of other clothed people; it can be guys or girls.  It can be transferred to doing naked dares in public or private.  It can even be in a bathhouse full of guys where I am totally naked and all the other dudes have a towel wrapped around their waist.

Even if this could be fixed by going to therapy, I would never go.  I fucking love it so much that I seek out realistic play exams.  Note I said 'play'.  Going to the real doctor doesn't get me off at all even though many times I get hard at the doctor for no reason.

I have an appointment set up with a 'play' doc.  More than any other fetish I have, this one really makes be nervous.  I get butterflies in my stomach every time and once I get off in front of the doc I get real shy and embarrassed.  Then I have to face you by posting what happened.

To get me and you in the mood I've found some medical fetish sites.

The owners of this site will perform an exam on you.  It can be taped or not.

I've never been beyond the front page of this site but it looks pretty hot.

Get your kinky medical supplies here.

This doctor is horny.

This video shows a hot guy getting an exam in front of his friend.  Fucking hot!!  OMG I think I'm going to cum. . .

Medical fetish search.

So check back sometime in the middle of next week.  I should have done it and posted it by then.

j

Reflection on Erotic Doc

Man, dudes I didn't realize just how many of you had the same fetish as me.  I've never received such a huge response to a post.  I wasn't able to write anything last night because I took the time to read every comment and every e-mail.

This is a fetish that was really deep down inside me.  It took a lot for me admit to myself that I have it, even more for me to act on and almost impossible to hit that 'publish it' button once I wrote it.  I don't know why I felt so vulnerable posting it.  I usually don't care what people think but this one I cared about.  Writing about my deepest darkest sexual acts and then having you read about it is just like being naked in front of you, except not physically naked but mentally naked.  Its frightening but also a big turn on.

I'm not going to stop.  In fact, I'm plan to push myself through more exploration because I have never felt more alive:  my heart racing, the adrenaline pumping, being scared, hard and naked.  It's so fucking liberating.

A lot of you asked what I liked about it in retrospect.  First, being forced to strip naked in front of Brad and the Doc when they remained dressed made me feel extremely vulnerable.  They would see every flaw in my body.  If I got hard (or soft) because of something they did I wouldn't be able to hide it.  Why this is so intensely erotic to me I can't explain.  It's just there and I go with it.  I hang around my flat with the boys or other friends naked all the time and its not that intense.

Having the thermometer shoved inside my cock was something I didn't think I would like, but once I got over the initial shock, I found it erotic, although this wasn't actually the first time this happened to me.  I had a surprise physical when I went for an erotic massage earlier this year and this guy stuck a much smaller instrument in me.  I think I wrote about it somewhere on here.  The thermometer, though, was much bigger and I didn't know just how it was going to fit.  I've done a little research and found a whole fetish community around this.  You can go here and here to start reading about it.  I had no idea this even existed.

Also having to expose my anus to them while they played with it and stuck things in it was highly erotic.  I guess both of these fall into the category of someone taking control of my most private anatomy.

I didn't like having to piss in front of Brad.  It wasn't a turn on at all.  But jacking off in front of him, that was really erotic, especially when he started getting into it.  I mean this guy was fucking hot and he was getting into me being naked and jacking off.

So there it is.  Thanks for your feedback and sharing your own stories and fetishes.  I got hard about 50 times during the day reading your e-mails and comments.  I had to jack off to some of them.  Many of you are just as horny and experimental as I am.

On a completely different subject, Best Gay Blogs is looking for votes to name the Best Gay Blog of 2005 in several categories.  I'm in the category "Best Reviewed Blog of 2005.  If you haven't already, you can vote for me here and encourage me to keep posting.  Look for Completely Naked - ADULT in the scroll-down box under number 1-Best Reviewed Blog.

Erotic Doc and His Helper

This entry isn't for everyone.  It's about exploration of a possible medical fetish I may have, and an experiment I set up with a real life retired Doc.

I told this story to Nathan and Jeff at the breakfast table this morning.  Cereal was the meal.  Nathan hadn't put any clothes on all morning and Jeff was in a pair of thermal underpants and nothing else. During the parts I thought were intensely erotic, I made them stand up just so that I could see if they had boners hiding under the table confirming they were really turned on.  Nathan was hard to the point of having pre-cum dripping from the head of his cock.  He got up from the table to go jack-off after the story but we peer-pressured him into standing there in front of us to stroke it out.  Jeff thought it mildly erotic and was poking through his underwear part of the time until, of course, he saw Nate abusing himself.

Don't say I didn't warn you about turning back now.  If you like it, please leave me a message saying so, cause I'm really feeling embarrassed and alone now that I have exposed myself.  If you don't like it, it's ok to tell me, but just don't leave a mean message or anything cause you'll wind up causing me to need therapy and then Tom Cruise will be mad at all of us.

Anyway.  Here it is.  Another fucked up fetish.

When the door opened my heart stopped.  Standing in front of me was two men.  One, a graying older guy, the Doctor, I'm guessing in his sixties, in a white physician's coat.  Standing next to him another much younger and definitely hotter guy in scrubs.  The younger guy was fucking hot.  I had seen him out at the clubs several times, never approaching him because he was way out of my league.

His muscles were bulging out of his shirt, not body builder bulging, but tall and lean muscle bulging.  I knew this was supposed to be an embarrassing, get naked in front of some strange man physical, but I couldn't be naked in front of someone I would see again in a club, someone I may want to stalk talk to, someone I thought was so hot.

The older doctor asked me to come in.  I had met him through a friend. He was a retired physician who, after talking with him at length about my desire to explore this fetish, agreed to help me through this experience as he has done for others having the same fixation.

He led me though his home to the kitchen where he had set up a makeshift exam room, complete with a table covered in paper.

"Jared, I'm Dr. Williams and this is Brad (not his real name).  Brad is going to get you started and then we can begin the exam."  "Um, ok."  I was nervous now.  I hadn't expected this.  Fuck man I've seen this guy out!

"Hi Jared, I need to ask you some questions."  He had a chart and began rattling off a bunch of questions.  I answered the first few truthfully, but as we progressed, the questions got much more intimate than I was comfortable and I answered them with lies.  We spent a lot of time talking about my cock and erections, about which I spoke truthfully.  He seemed a little surprised that a guy, now in his thirties as I am, still stays as hard as long as I do in many situations.

"Let's get you weighed and take your blood pressure." 

After all this was done, Brad sat me back on the table and asked me to wait until the Doc came back in.

"Ok, let's get started," the Doc said almost joyfully, as he entered the room.  "Jared why don't you stand up and take off your shirt."  I did as I was told.  He began at my neck, his hands rubbing both sides.  Brad was next to him watching intently.  He moved down my shoulders and then asked me to raise my arms high in the air.  Brad came around me, grabbed hold of them.  The doctor probed my armpits, chest and abdomen then turned me around and probed my back paying close attention to my muscles.  Brad continued to hold on as I turned.  I was now face to face with him.  There was like two inches between his lips and mine.  He smiled.  I stared back into his eyes, still intimidated by his good looks.

I felt the doctor shove his fingers in the waistband of my sweats and pull them off.  Brad let go of my arms and took my pants from the doc as he asked me to turn around.  I had tucked my penis down in my underwear earlier to prevent me from getting an erection.  It was working nicely.  He asked me to spread my legs and stand wide as his hands moved down and in between my thighs.  Brad cupped my butt through my underwear while looking over my shoulder at what the Doc was doing.  I felt his breath on my neck.  He smelled freshly showered.

Without warning my underwear was yanked down.  The Doc asked me to step out of them and went right to work, holding my balls in his hands while inspecting my penis.  As he pushed my balls from side to side, he asked me questions that weren't even related to what we were doing.  He also asked me to cough several times.  I was totally distracted from the penis probing, wondering why I was being asked these silly questions.  It wasn't until I was telling Nate and Jeff about it this morning that I discovered all real Docs do this to focus you away from what they are doing.  I'm guessing now this was just a habit the Doc had developed and not intentional to take me away from the experience.  For whatever reason, I wasn't hard yet and that's unusual for me.  I'm still blaming it on being blindsided with this uber-hot guys presence.

"Brad will take a urine sample from you and then I'll be back."  The Doc exited and Brad was standing in front of me with a glass beaker.  "I need you to pee in this."  "Ok.  Where is the bathroom?"  "No, you have to do it here in front of me."  He held it out and I stepped up.  "Here let me."  His hand reached out and grabbed my penis holding it front of the beaker.  I had to concentrate really hard not to get an erection and at the same time, get over being pee shy.  We stood there for a while.  He just kept looking down, waiting.  I started thinking about waterfalls and such.  Finally, success.  He shook it off and left the room with the sample.  By this time I'm getting a real good sense of what I like about this as a fetish and what I don't like.  This, I didn't like.

Both the Doc and Brad came back in.  "Jared, now we will take your temperature in and around parts of your body."  He followed by sticking a disposable thermometer in my mouth.    "Please also lean against the table."  I followed his lead and noticed another small thermometer in his hand.  He grabbed my penis.  "Oh," I panicked and took the other one out of my mouth.  "What are you doing?"  "Just hold still and put that back in your mouth immediately."  He opened my pee slit with his thumb and index finger, then slid the thermometer into me a good two inches.  It was uncomfortable at first but then I found it erotic.  My penis started to grow as he moved it up and down like he was fucking my hole with it.  I looked over at Brad who shifted his focus from my crotch to my face.  The Doc massaged my growing cock for several minutes until he felt an accurate reading was there.

"Ok," he pulled it out and then the one from my mouth as well.  "Turn around, lay face down and spread your ass.  I did as I was told and felt the thermometer enter my anus.  This one must have been a different one because it felt larger.  The Doctor massaged my ass and spread my cheeks wider as he waited.  My cock had grown stone hard and I knew I was leaving pre-cum all over the paper.  "Alright Jared, I think we are done with this part, you can sit up."  I sat up with a full-blown erection.  I looked over at Brad again and caught him gazing at me from head to crotch.

The Doc retrieved a stethoscope and listened to my chest.  "Breath in and then out slowly."  He did this a number of times on both my chest and back.  I noticed that he looked at my hard-on several times. 

"So far you're turning out to be a healthy, strapping young man.  By the looks of that cock you seem quite virile.  How long has it been since you ejaculated?"  "I think about, um, less than twelve hours."

"Stand up and turn around."  They both put on rubber gloves.  "Lean over."    I felt a hand push by on my back toward the table, then cold wet lube being spread on my ass and then a finger inserted inside me. The Doc probed around inside my hole massaging my prostate over and over again, sometimes sliding his finger in and out of my hole.  He pulled out after some time and then stuck something; I thought to be metal, in me.

"This is going to be a little uncomfortable," he said as I felt the pressure of the device prying my hole open.  He kept moving it around then reached between my legs, grabbed hold of my balls and pulled back.  I arched back more and stuck out my ass.  "Ah. That's better," he said.  I can get a look at you now.  He let go of my balls while continuing to probe around in my ass.

"I need to get a better look.  Please get up on the table and lay back."  They each took a leg and lifted them high into the air over my head. As each pushed my legs the Doc stuck his fingers back in and massaged inside me.  I felt wet pre-cum rubbing all over my abs as my cock was pressed against them.  Brad noticed as well and used his gloved hand to wipe it off grazing my cock several times.

"Ok, you look great inside."  They let my legs down.  "We have one more extraction we need to make.  I'm going to leave you with Brad and when I come back I need to see your sperm in this dish."  He handed over a shallow lab dish to Brad.

"Alright Jared.  I think you know the drill.  I want you to stand up and masturbate into this dish."  I stood up, still erect from the anal probing and grabbed my cock.  "Make sure you get it all in here."  So there I was standing naked and hard in front of this hot guy I've seen before, stroking my cock.  I looked down at his crotch and noticed, for the first time, a small tent in his scrubs.  He wasn't wearing any underwear.  "Could I ask you to take off your shirt Brad?"  "Doc doesn't want me to do that.  Masturbate please." 

I started stroking my cock as he held the dish in front of me.  I pulled on my balls with my other hand and stared at his clothed body. He began lifting his shirt to reveal the most beautiful abs I've seen since the last time I saw him dancing shirtless. He lifted high over his nipples and just smiled, as I looked him up and down.  While holding his shirt up over his torso, he reached down and pushed his pants down to just above his crotch.  His cock was now fully erect forcing his scrubs to tent out.  Pre-cum began forming in the fabric near the head of his cock.  I continued to stroke getting closer to ejaculation and looked into his eyes.  I saw that thing you see in someone's eyes when they are about to kiss you and moved toward him. We locked lips and he stuck his tongue in my mouth probing around and wrestling with my tongue. "Oh fuck," I backed away.  "Oh fuck."  He watched my face grimace with pleasure as I released my load, missing the dish partially and hitting his naked abs.

We cleaned up a bit as the Doc came in.  "Nice work boys.  Jared, you can get dressed now."  I dressed as Brad undressed and changed back into his real clothes.  I got to see him strip down to his underwear and confirmed the hotness of his naked body. 

We left together, which was a surprise to me because I thought they were partners, not in a sexual way, but something else.  I had to know what his deal was, so as we were walking together to the parking lot across the street, I asked him.  He responded back to me, "I have this thing where I like to watch guys be forced naked and examined.  You didn't know?"  "No, I didn't know who you were.  And for that matter, you didn't get off."  "Fuck man, I'm sorry you didn't know.  I don't need to get off.  I'll do that later.  But that was hot back there.  We should do it again."